So my first time at edc was INCREDIBLE! I knew it was a big event I just never knew how big. The stages were insane the djs were amazing and the atmosphere was perfect. Only thing I'm sad about was not being able to meet people I wanted to! I spent most of the time wandering alone but still met some greAt people and had
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so I'm kinda in a predicament. Now that I'm officially single again and over my fuckin ex (thank god!) I'm ready to get back out there. But I don't want anything serious. I more so want someone cool to hang out with and "hookup" with. I'm not into one night stands but maybe that's what I need. I just have no idea on how to...
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it's official. After 10 months it's final. Not that anything really feels any different. I guess it's just good to know it's done. Just kinda shitty to now be labeled as divorced. I feel like everyone views me different. Lost friends, became even more distant from my family. Just hope I can move forward quickly. Never been very good at being alone. And I'm the...
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first off... FUCK valentines day! Not just saying that because I'm single but for the fact that it's another day where people seem to EXPECT something. If you truly love someone you'll show them that everyday. Not "oh he got me chocolates roses and a card" or whatever else it may be.
But yes on the other hand it does make me feel a little...
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so tonight I've been talking to my good friend about sex. What turns you on what your fantasies are what gets you going. And it's making me miss that intimate feeling. My ex was not adventurous at all and I'm finding myself wishing and hoping I can someday fulfill my fantasies. One we both agreed on was having sex with another couple. Not like an...
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hope everyone's having a great weekend! Time to relax and hopefully watch my 49ers win this game :) now if only my moon man would stop hogging the bed and blankets so I can get cozy. On a side note I'm loving all the sundies as always. You girls have some fantastic backsides. Totally making my day. Wish I had one if my own :(
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hope everyone is have a great Friday! To any of you that are into the edm scene I made a new mix today your welcome to check out :) http://soundcloud.com/dirty-bro-lektros/flips-year-ender
Hope you all have an amazing last weekend if 2013!!
So I've always loved SG , the girls all seem to be so positive and accepting of all. Plus they're all so gorgeous. Before joining the site I always had my favorites, but since joining I've found so many more to add to my list. This week I wanted a few people stood out. @dutch_ your new set is incredible and you look amazing! came...
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night got a little better joining this chat with @dutch_ @raleigh @lua @_icarus @catt_ <3<3<3
the cold draws close
the pain now grows
the more I hide it
the more it shows
just let me free
of these memories
they knock me down
put me on my knees
i pray they leave
my aching mind
some inner peace
Im trying to find
I close my eyes
your all I see
the hurtful things
you did to me
these tears I...
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spending nights alone are starting to get rougher, after being with someone for so long and having it disappear literally overnight is just killing me. its been almost 5 months now and im sick of it. more so the lack of intimacy, I hate being alone and hate that im unwillingly celibate. sorry for the ranting I hope everyone is having a great weekend
