There are many may days where I am just alone all day, usually I have my dogs but no one else is around. I have a routine every day during the week of getting up and dressed then going to work and coming home. When I come home I get alone time. I think this time is much needed, but lately the stress of life in general has been getting to me and I find myself sitting on the couch depressed. I'm not scared to admit that sometimes my thoughts bring me to think about death, other times to a panic attack. To combat this I have been watching a lot, and boy do I mean A LOT of Greys Anatomy. I am currently on season six and I have made it so that is one of the main things on my mind. I would like to share a quote with you guys from episode 6 of season 6 that hit me quite hard today.... Remember that no matter how hard it gets, how terrible we think we have it, there will always be someone who has it worse. And even on our worst days, being alive and getting to experience this world is better than being in the ground with people we once knew wishing we were still here. Love you all goodnight ❤️
“When we’re headed toward an outcome that’s too horrible to face, that’s when we go looking for a second opinion. And sometimes, the answer we get just confirms our worst fears. But sometimes, it can shed new light on the problem, make you see it in a whole new way. After all the opinions have been heard and every point of view has been considered, you finally find what you’re after - the truth. But the truth isn’t where it ends. That’s just where you begin, again, with a whole new set of questions.”