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Well it's over. Bye bye 20's. You were... interesting and a hell of a lot of fun. Now I guess I can start yelling at kids to get off my lawn, drinking prune juice, watching Matlock, and going to bed at 5:00 pm. Hello 30's. Let's get weird.
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rhanarose:
Happy birthday!!
And don't worry about the 20's being gone - The 30's and 40's REALLY SUCK - the 50's - Not so bad..... LOL!
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zebrah:
hey there
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I'm tired, so: Haven't really slept in about 24 hours. Went to work, got cut early so I could visit the hospital. Reintroduced myself to some people that I had known years ago. Learned new things about old friends. Put away some old anger, got a lot of love. Walked in the rain and then the music (linked below) hi-jacked my whole being. Put it...
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blackheartdown:
Yeah, Runaway Train is not a favorite at all, but it is one that it's lyrics burrows into your sub-conscious ready to emerge if your minds wandering when the song is on.

How did the whole hospital situation finally turn out?
blackheartdown:
Sorry to hear that. I hope things ease up for you soon.
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You know what? Just be honest; With yourself, with other people, with all the exchanges in your life. It is a hard thing to do. It is difficult to cast aside another persons feelings in favor of truth. For some of us it's a personal trial to be the villain. We always want to promote goodwill and positive vibes, no matter how much we HATE...
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blackheartdown:
You speak wisely there sir.
Altough, timing is important. smile
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Tempered to the point of sweet, sweet apathy. Hello Friday...hello? How can a such a loud rainy day be oh so silent? So rude as not to respond to such a simple greeting? Perhaps I am not saying the right things? Perhaps I've misjudged this particular set of hours as my friend? Indeed it would seem that this day, is in fact, an asshole.
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Sweet Jeebus!!! A new Radeo set!! I am official having a good day. Also some good concerts coming up and personal fitness is getting on track. Man, Pilates is hard... but very good!
blackheartdown:
All very good stuff.
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Very much in love with all this new music (30+ bands!!!) I just found. All down tempo, chill-out, shoegaze, trip-hop, instrumental hip-hop, and IDM. With all the stress, chaos, and pure fucking garbage going on lately I think this is just what I needed. Once again, music saves my little life smile

Special thanks to the wonderful folks in the SG Trip-Hop group. I can't wait...
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blackheartdown:
Music is so a huge part of getting me through the day.
You need to fill us in any particular gems.
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The dream from last night: Getting high on magic incense with a Jamaican dude while listening to "Blue Lines" from Massive Attack. Time would periodically stop, like a freeze frame and the song would echo, the whole time I was high. Later in the dream a two piece band in white suits played "The Tourist" by Radiohead (my favorite Radiohead song). They were twin, red-headed,...
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blackheartdown:
That does sound a little fantastic. The balding, ginger twins definitely odd, but it had a soundtrack, so that's a pretty badass dream. smile
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Just put one foot in front of the other. Walking away and moving forward are the same thing sometimes. Fire is a cleansing element. Not just the flames that lick your cancer sticks, spiral out of the sun, or reduce old lives/places/memories to ash. The fire in your heart. The heat of your dreams and desires. It is a frightening thing to embrace the burn...
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pesky:
gosh, that's beautiful:
"you can't live without a little death."

I appreciate good writing here because it seems that in my sea of English majors and those passionate about writing, there's a serious LACK of ability in my world. So tragic. Do you write poetry or in any genre for that matter?
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Hi again. I used to be here as Sofakingaural but I decided that I hate that s/n. New year, new name. Yay!