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Drowning days like shots of cheap whiskey seems like a grand idea at times.

But Im searching for something that leaves me less drunk and therefore ill eqippped for the next day.

I feel better... but I need to go to the doctors.

Cuz well... its been awhile and I want to be alive and stuff. And not sick.

Yeah.

so.

Sick.

How does one deal with being judged unfairly? Even by himself?

Okay. So here's a looong story. Or maybe it wont be long. but like.. Ill just start typing.

I was with this girl, see. "M"

She was good. She was my best friend.

M and I didnt have a very physical relationship at all. In fact, some would say the relationship side of what...
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Yknow... Id like to say when it rains it pours, but the whole negative thing is getting old.

My grandma died last night.

Hm.

See, we were never that close. She was a raging alcoholic bitch. A total fuckjob.

Im happy that she is in a better place because she was making all of us completely miserable here on Planet Life.

When my mom called...
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Man.

you ever wonder why theres parts of you and your personality that just drive you fucking INSANE and you just like... want to cut them out of you like surgically and shit?

Like with a big fucking knife or a samurai sword and shit?

KASHING!




Edited to say: Teh Oilers are Teh Awesome.

Edited again to say: Holy sweet shit. Glitch is absolutely stunning......
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Sexsexsex.

Sex is so good.

Mmm.

It occurs to me that if women really wanted to... they could totally end the entire worlds problems simply by withholding sex.

"Whats that? You cant seem to get along with your neighbour? You wont even try? Fine. No fuckin for you."

"Im sorry? Hostile takeover what? Raping the retirement funds of who? Fine. No part of you goes...
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I figure Im doing pretty well.

I have my own apartment. I am my own boss (mostly). I am a geek who works on a sci-fi TV show. I get paid pretty well.

There are others however that are teaching me to love every fucking second of my life, no matter what it becomes:

My stepdad is dying one fucking day at a time. He's...
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*sigh*

so much work. so little time.

Stargate... is my dominatrix. She... is a cruel mistress.. but its a good thing that being whipped while being chained gives me all kinds of erection.

Behehhehe.

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Goin back to Edmonton for a visit... so ill prolly not be around for a few days.

Not... that I'm like... around all the time anyways... but...
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Ahh. Craziness.