Thursday May 26, 2005

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Today was a fair day, accomplished nothing but i did not exceed my expectations, you know, the day just went by, i feel alone but yet there are many around me, i know i shouldnt feel that way but i can help but think, what couldve i done to prevent myself froom feeling this way, you know..

all in all
not bad
not good

Fair...
bok
nefaria:
loneliness, the product of mediocrity and reflection...hopefully today is better for you...

Tuesday May 24, 2005

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I guess you can say im in better spirits, i still dont see why good people have to suffer, on a better note.... whoa watch out for this one...

a little blue bird landed in my lap today....

yeah i know... how often does that happen, its like it was trying to comfort me, i wanted to take a picture but the minute i reached...
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fresnel:
Wow. That's incredible. I found a four leaf clover the other day. It was my first, and it felt amazing. A bluebird landing on your laptop is even more spectacular.
memelynch:
no problem man. AND TELL HIM THAT!!! hehe. it's not fair a blue bird landed on you!!!! when i was little i would sit in my backyard on my jungle gym with my hand in the air waiting for a blue bird to land. i wanted to be snow white.

Tuesday May 24, 2005

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i finally got to bed last night, hehe, well at least i got my laundry done .... i swear, heartbreak is the worst for of inner hell

going to work now...

---tony

Tuesday May 24, 2005

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its midnight, i cant sleep i can only sit here and think how bad my heart hurts, itll heal slowly, but still hurts.. karma, one day,

i dont believe in revenge...

but the tides will turn

frown

Monday May 23, 2005

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tell me if this is fucked up to you,

there once was a boy, about, my age who gave everything to this girl a little younger than he is, all he wanted to do was show her the kind of kindness no one ever showed him...

after months of dating him, they realize they should get married, they were so in love, the was no...
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lolablu:
Thanks for the compliment on the tattoo! Most people don't get what it means and I have to explain it to them, so I was impressed.

I'm sorry about what you're going through. It's really shitty. Sometimes people just don't know what they want, and other people get hurt in the process of their figuring it out. I've been on both sides of situations like that.
fresnel:
boo for heartbreaking. hopefully the weather will get warmer soon and get your seratonin pumping.

Sunday May 22, 2005

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surprise surprise, you fucking bitch you broke my heart, i told you all i wanted was your love, and you couldnt even give me that... damn what a vent

i have to stop doing this to myself but anyway, good news im back on sg.... obviously
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irina:
You might! And perhaps I will say thank you.

smile
starryeyed:
No problem! But perhaps I should be thanking you...
wink

Wednesday Mar 23, 2005

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So im back in california
i ve grown so tired
i cant sleep at night but all is still well
i cant help it but when i do fall asleep i wish i didnt have to wake up

Monday Feb 07, 2005

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so far everything is working well with my new found, im still very far away i just hope everything works well eventually, im hopeful, as much as i want to be in love i dont want to jump into things to quickly, besides all that i got like 3 more weeks here...

i gotta send my stuff back soon

what a trip
vlo:
so who did u meet?? when are u coming home to cali/campen???? kiss kiss

Friday Feb 04, 2005

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I have been searching and i can believe it i might have found what i was looking for i hope it is, if it is then i knew it would happen one day when i was least expecting it and if it isnt i think life can go on for me, if i cant deal then it was just another dissapointment in my mundane life...
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Saturday Jan 22, 2005

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I dont know why i feel like im tired all the time, but i dont know why, i fall asleep to the sounds of the room and i wake up like a horn had been blown in my ear, i wake up with no desire to wake up, im missing something i have to find it i dont think i can go the rest of...
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paulnikon:
It might be easier to sleep back in the States.

Good luck, don't get your nuts blown off!
vlo:
hey it will be ok.. just try to meditate.. that may help.. be safe... kiss
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