you know...tonight I feel like I should go to embers...are you going to be there??? I know you don't check this often enough to reply in time but I wish we could finally meet up...would be nice to have a friend present...
I don't know why i still talk to him..
everytime i do he starts going off on how much he misses me then trys to guilt me into comming back. all i want is a clean break but i don't see that happaning. We where dating for 5yrs and its hard emotionally on me to be with him and apart from him. i don't know... Read More
next week I will be free...I plan on going there either wednesday or thursday...This week is my week of summer visitation...we are going to see pirates of the carribean...should be fun...So what else is new trouble maker???
beach trip this weekend with teeth pulling on monday
lots of drugs next week, should be fun
I'll be hang out with the girls this weekend, then the boys during the week while i'm recovering from oral surgry. i hope that the stitches arnt as bad this time.
well i found a good way to keep my mind off of the break up..
I'm desinging clothing for my freind and sewing them.
its a good mind numbing thing to do
well I'm doin alot better, My friends are helping me not be depresed, but they can only do so much. Its odd living with two boy and not having sex with either of them.
I'm enjoying my new freedom
big psychic hugs.
I pray you aren't as EMO as I was... good call to get with teh friends, i think that is finally what is going to make it possible to get over this relationship I have been so fucked up about. Commiserate with your people, good luck, and lots of love.
ok well they they go away by themselfs but they are relly anoying. i'm taking more t3 now then i did after the surgury. the next thing is that i'm going camping this weekend and i don't know what i'm going to be able to eat, sucks to be me,
oof. that suonds like it sucks ass. sorry to hear you're miserable...it'll prolly be over soon tho I bet. I wont make any rude comments about women with no teeth but I swear it's _so_ tempting....
ok they took out 3/4 of my teeth
but the meds are keeping things under control, the boy who i asked over to take care of me has decided to go off with my roomate leaving me in my happy drug state to get things for myself and my S.O. has played hooky from work for the past 2 day and has been making me... Read More
tomarow is going to suck,
I have to go to the dentist and there pulling out half of my teeth so i will be druged up and at home. So i will be trying to cheer myself up
wish me luck
ps. i am very afraid of the dentist and it has taken alot my entire supply of meds to keep calm at the office
I terrified of the dentist...I actually think I told you but I saw them maybe 3 months ago...& that was the first time since I got out of highschool I had...I'm old...
Later
J