feneon

if saturday nights didn`t pay so much, i would be done with them too. i`ve considered taking on a dj partner just to have someone there with me, and then getting a quieter lounge night for myself some other night of the week. saturdays make me pretty much useless on sundays.

yeah that`s the only problem with having a partner, you make half the amount you would make by yourself, but sometimes it`s worth it since it`s so much better with someone else.
i did a night with my friend at this really nice lounge for just over a year. it was great because i had a couple of hours to sit down and have a few drinks with people, and it was really laid back.they shut it down about 4 months ago, i miss it

I think you know what you need to do. It's hard not to be passive aggressive about it though as you say, I have twice in my life had to cut of relationships with people who were charming, funny, intelligent and a whole lot of fun to be with in the moment because they were also were also living in their own little universe and unable to give without being told to give.

Before you make any drastic decisions, I would talk to this person and say that you adore them but you feel like the thought of you never crosses their mind. They mean the world to you but it's hard to give so much of one's self and get very little in return. It's hurting you.

I hope it goes well.

P.S. I'm off from my regular day job now for about a month. So I am here if you would like some art.

ha!
that`ll teach that bastard.

as for your dying question.... i would like to go far away, probably travel and see as much as i could. i think you can be as selfish as you want to when you`re dying. it`s nice to be able to set people at ease and let them know how you`re dealing with it, but beyond that i don`t feel like it`s your obligation to take care of them.

and yes i do have more mixes i could share with you. where should i send them?.. also i should really sart on a new one for the website before they get mad at me again. i`m always late with that shit .

nowhere right now. i used to play the Lotus, Bar 71, The Quest, The down under and The Venue. I used to own a record store in Seattle, played mostly at house partys and various local weekly nights.

sergone just got back from SXSW - expect some serious dunny on the shrimp soon I reckon... here's a sneak peek

Ah, school. Centered around busy work. Just as I remember it.

wow, sounds like a hard course....
with all that reading and what not.
ha!, those silly fuckers.

i got an assignment in my anthro class the other day to 'think about gender and what it means'.
pffft.

indeed.

heh.

this will be worth a chuckle tomorrow night.

ps. Fuck your journal entry because it's true.

I think you are on to something here. It has nothing to do with you getting old.

I look forward to your email.

pffft.
old?
i think not.

I've only listened to the first 10 minutes, but I already really like it. I was just the slightest bit skeptical at first because it's not really what I listen to, but it was just so peaceful and so well done. I could picture my self just sitting in a forest looking at the sky. Damn, stupid reality of sitting in an apartment listening to traffic. I'll let you know what I think of the rest of it later.

that mp3 was cool. Outsider folk music rules!

I think I read somewhere that 6% of the time the remote is in the fridge. I might just be making that up though, I can't remember well enough.

let me just say... i LOVE that set you left in my journal. it`s fucking great! it sounds alot like what i would normally do. the one i have up on calgarysoul.com right now is a bit more recent, but along the same lines of my usual. do you have a resident night anywhere? i have relatives in portland, and if there were something for me to do while i was down there that didn`t include sitting on a couch watching t.v., that would make it so much more worth while.