

The man's name was Tim Davis. Unfortunately, I don't...
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This is me, grinding my teeth:






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very hot.
i don`t know what i`m going to do, or even if i shoul dress up on saturday when i`m djing. i doubt i`ll have time to think about it before it happens. stupid busy week

...present conditions are precisely these: the economy cannot stop making us consume more and more, and to consume without respite is to change illusions at an accelerating pace which gradually dissolves the spaces behind the waterfall of gadgets, family cars and paperback books.
The affluent society is a society of voyeurs. To each his own kaleidoscope: a tiny movement of the fingers and the picture...
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~bb
Nothing will dissuade me of one thing: the sadness I feel after a separation, a failure, a bereavement does not reach me from the outside like an arrow, but wells up from the inside like a spring freed by a landslide.
I see your 3 mothers and the only thing civil and not entirely depressing I can raise you is when my mother was divorcing my stepdad #3- my sister's dad who raised us, and she asked me if I would testify in court - lie for her- that he had tried to molest me so that she could get custody of my sister.
I can't really speak after that. Got a joke?

i`ll come for the next one, but you have to tell me when it is. i`m working on this whole taking some time off thing.... it`s going pretty slow. also i`ve been sick



Over the last two weeks, my mother has been taking care of her mother and the rest of my family has been at least marginally involved, whether taking care of her or just going to visit her before she died....
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keep in mind that i did used to live down there.


Dysfunctional, no way! Wait, "fun" is still in that word, so it's aight. How bad is yours?
Mine is so awesome that nobody has seen or heard from my mother in over a year. We've been able to establish she is in the state of Florida but the ONLY commentary that has been expressed is from Grandma, who is only concerned about how she (my mother) is supposed to know when she (Grandma) dies, and then on my dad's side (divorced 30 years ago; hatred still fresh), my aunt said "Good." And that's been IT. When my sister informed me she was missing she told me with all the passion of maybe like, lifting a toilet seat.
You!?

Now I just want to go to bed.

On a happier note, this gives me the perfect excuse to be super lazy. I didn't even leave the apartment yesterday!


there`s a new place that just opened up last week. i have a new night there starting this thursday... it`s really nice. i`ll take pictures tomorrow night.