Hello lovelies,
What made me feel good this week was definitely the conversation I had last night. One of those - oh ... We've now been talking on the phone for nearly three hours and it is 2am and... I'm supposed to wake up in four hours conversations.... Oops! Obviously it wasn't exactly that I didn't sleep too well -_- lol, but the overall context of this much needed talk lifted my heart.
I used to be kind of a shitty person- selfish, wild and inconsiderate and in the path of my emotional tornados... Well a lot of people close to me got caught in the turmoil. One person in particular stuck by me the whole way through and still six months later to this day.
I have an immense amount of gratitude for him- and hearing him tell me how he felt in the past/how he feels now was both overwhelming and brought me relief. He simply told me- how proud he was. That I seem more grounded and happy.
I think often, my friends seem to notice changes before I do, but I have really begun to internalize a new more spiritual way of life and the fact that the people I love observe the change makes me very happy.
I knew I needed to make amends to this person and the loose ends seem to have been tied at this point and we talked for hours.
I cried a couple times , knowing I probably wouldn't have had the courage to face my demons without his support and he insisted that he always knew I could.
Good friends and family are of paramount importance and I'm so glad I am able to genuinely express that to the people I love today <3
Bye now!
