I'm still lonely.
I don't have the guts to call her, but I know its not my place to be right now. Let's skip the self-loathing this round and think about something more positive then my lack of motivation (I have ambitions, yes, but just lack the self-control to achieve them...)
It sucks being sick in the middle of summer. I've got this terrible cold...
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It sucks being sick in the middle of summer. I've got this terrible cold...
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whitewidow:
If it makes you feel any better, yellow/green phlegm means you are getting rid of your cold and should be better soon

somebroad:
Having a cold sucks but having a cold in the summer is the worst, hope you get better soon. I just want to say thank you for all the good thoughts I feel coming from you. You always seem to say what I need to hear.

whitewidow:
Hmmm - what to say to you. I don't belive in any of those mushy sayings for the most part but the one that seems to work (for me at least) is the "If you love somthing then set it free......" line. Perhaps this friend of yours is the somthing coming back??? I dunno.....I suck at advice - specially about love since up until your brother it just never worked out. All I can tell you is that when you least expect it the love bug will bite you good and life will turn into rainbows and fluffy white clouds
I know easier said than done but if I can find love then YOU definately will
Keep your chin up - life will get better.......besides you are going to have one bored sister-in-law bugging you to do stuff soon since I am not legal to work yet


Keep your chin up - life will get better.......besides you are going to have one bored sister-in-law bugging you to do stuff soon since I am not legal to work yet

There, I updated already. That should be good for at least another month or so... (More to be added at a later date, from an undisclosed location). 

whitewidow:
Awww - that is awsome that you guys had fun at Sea World. I can't wait till we take Poppy and Leo to Disneyland for Christmas. I think it will be a fun suprise for them.....at least I hope so. I loved seeing them excited at the movies so DL should be 100 times better

piratepete:
Yup now its less then 2 weeks, I'm totally stressed out and haven't been sleeping well. I'm afraid that I'm not going to be able to get everything taken care of before I leave both at work and at home, I still have a ton of stuff to pack up and go through as well as giving the apartment a nice though cleaning. It's not that its a mess, I just want to make sure that we have a little extra cash coming back from the deposit. Maybe we'll be able to take a short trip or have a nice getaway weekend after I finish up with school with it.
What!?! I'm still here? Yes, I am. So...
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whitewidow:
here - found this...thought you might like it:


whitewidow:
Yeah - not being able to dance really sucked ass but I guess there will always be times later in life that I can dance right?? Glad to hear that the party didn't die with us leaving



somebroad:
Thanks mister! She sent me Flowers today!!!
somebroad:
You always leave me the most amazing messages... Thanks

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somebroad:
This post makes me sad. Sending you a hug!
Eh, moving on...
somebroad:
Big hug for the sad boy...
My good news is just that the girl I have been seeing is finally over her ex and is soon to be my lady me thinks...


My good news is just that the girl I have been seeing is finally over her ex and is soon to be my lady me thinks...
whitewidow:
Not much I can say - sorry.

Ok, I get it, it's been a while since my last confession... Er, I mean journal post. (Glances at calendar). Wow, over a month! It's a new record!
So why the sudden silence? Well, other then being "preoccupied", I've actually been feeling relatively uninspired to do much of anything else. Work sucks, I need get a degree (I'm on the 15 year plan...), and I'm...
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So why the sudden silence? Well, other then being "preoccupied", I've actually been feeling relatively uninspired to do much of anything else. Work sucks, I need get a degree (I'm on the 15 year plan...), and I'm...
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whitewidow:
HA! You have made it a whole year here!! You should check out my April 4th journal to see what a fun day I had at work

whitewidow:
Just wait for it. Pete aleady knows what my plans are for when I get down there.....I must be crazy




It is never easy to bring unpleasant news to one of our valued customers. However, upon one of our periodic account reviews, we have determined that it is necessary to lower the credit limit on your Wells...
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emotedcreations:
Join the Trivia Group!
whitewidow:
you suck at updating!