fearie

well i am more confused know than ever.......here is a peopm i wrote rigth now in like three minutes... tell me what you think..

she is a storm

i cast away on a path to save myself when the strom comes...
drop the sails but its to late, my heart broken like a mast to the wind...
scatter on the ship to find things to help save me...but all i find is memory...
the winds rise and the waves pound against the hull like my heart does when she is near...
i cant navigate what i cant control...
my heart is crushed... the sail is gone...but my hope...
my hope is stronger than ever... i look up and smile at my beautiful strom as she drives me insane...
i weep and the rain keeps coming down...
i need my sail to be happy again and continue on my journey...

now my mind flooded with emotion and enough love to keep me alive...
i think ill stay here a while...
waiting for the storm to bring me my sail back.....

i love you mady