faye

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I went out with an asshole when I was in college. He didn't like, I didn't really like him but we dated because we both couldn't find anyone else in so many ways. Though he would never admit to that. It was a horrible relationship...he hated the way I looked, he hated my body, he hated my family and he hated that I was this little artist dreamer because he couldn't understand my views in the slightest.

But we dated, he lived with me and my family for a summer. I lost my virginity to him...whole deal.

Then we broke up, and the large part of me that hated him throughout the relationship didn't have to keep quiet anymore. I tried to stay friends with him because at that time of my life I wanted to stay friends with all my exes because I wanted to be nice and polite and "the bigger person".

So we went back and forth talking every once in awhile. Whenever I had a big life situation and I told him about it he would constantly put me down so we would fight then go without talking. I let him hurt me three more times (breaking my heart in other ways) because I kicked him out of my life.

So must has happened between us - him..gives some sorry excuse why we should still talk, tries to be sincere even though all he really wants is sex (which I don't even get cause he thinks I"m ugly) - me....FUCK YOU STAY OUT OF MY LIFE MOVE THE FUCK ON!! I BROKE UP WITH YOU WHEN I WAS FUCKING 19!!!!!!!

So...maybe two weeks ago - he adds me to Facebook. I let him because the last time we talked I gave him a HUGE ASS piece of my mind and in so many ways honestly I still want a fucking apology. He doesn't say anything to me. Nothing. I refuse to be the first one to talk so I just forget about it. Today I found out that Post Secret is having an exhibition at the Winnipeg Art Gallery (where he currently lives) so I was just going to post the add for him and tell him to check it out.

HE DELETED ME!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


If it's one thing I will NEVER get - it's exs. HONESTLY - like??????????? I really have NO IDEA what goes through their heads and how they could think something GOOD about a situation that was sooooooooo fucking bad.



I honestly find that so hilarious though. BUT maybe because I didn't say anything he got the point that I'm still mother fucking pissed and gave up for real this time.