So saturday is officially my last day of this extra duty bullshit. . .i hope i don't have to jump through hoops to get my car keys back because I know the last time somebody had their keys taken the ncos told them "they lost them" that was never true. . .I know for a fact where mine are. . .Went to that counseling appt today and he said I need to work on accepting the decisions i've made to get me where I am today essentially. . .not that things are fucked up and shouldn't have happened the way that they did. . .but to accept that things are done and move on essentially. . .I may talk to a chaplain for grief counseling but idk. . .the whole religious thing kind of pisses me off. . .not that I don't believe in something higher. . .but to justify that this higher being robbed me of motherhood w/ 2 misscarriages because it wasn't their "time" or because he has some "higher purpose" for me is fortune cookie bullshit to explain the unexplainable as a way of accepting the unknown. . .i won't accept that its unexplainable. . .somethings wrong with me physically and i plan to find out what it is before I lose another child. . .anyways. . .sorry for the rant. . .got a slew of appts tommorrow so I prolly will be at EAMC the whole day. . .I have hall guard tonight from 20 - 22 so its taking up an hour of my extra duty. . .it kind of sucks though the day I finally get free I have a shift from 00-06! ah well such is my life. . .im putting together my leave packet. . .im asking for 20 days. . .i really hope it gets approved. . .well until something more interesting happens. . .*dueces*
demonboy:
Wow yeah i know how you fell i got my driving privileges revoked for 60days and some paper work to go with it for some stupid bullshit that most bases dont even do at my base we still have the car stikers so we have to regester the car with the base i failed to go gett he sticker and i got slamed for it, i still have 30 days or so left for them to give them back, I also been puting my leave packet in since July and im still not done with it they are making me jump through hoops to get it finished. well I totaly know how you fell on most parts, but things should get better ^_^.
fairyexorcist:
lol yeah we pay our dues and learn from our mistakes