Why can't I sleep lately??!! I've been on the phone with my sister for literally 3 hours and we're both exhausted but can't sleep. Maybe we'll eventually bore eachother enough to finally fall asleep. Anyway. I had an awesome day at the beach, new set just went up, and is doing reasonable okay, and my niece is getting bigger and bigger everyday and learning new...
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New set is up. "Secret Graden". Go check it out and vote =)
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suispud1:
I saw it, I voted for it cos I loved it, And thanks for the add,



metalcraft137:
i know, it was awesome and i loved it. 

It's one a.m. and I am WIRED!
It's been a looong day/night to say the least. I took some Excedrin for a headache then decided to go to bed, upon realizing there's caffeine in Excedrin.... Alot! Which I'm allergic to. So now I'm laying here, wired outta my mind yet fully exhausted listening to my heartbeat racing. Feels like it's gonna pop outta my chest....
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It's been a looong day/night to say the least. I took some Excedrin for a headache then decided to go to bed, upon realizing there's caffeine in Excedrin.... Alot! Which I'm allergic to. So now I'm laying here, wired outta my mind yet fully exhausted listening to my heartbeat racing. Feels like it's gonna pop outta my chest....
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sandwave:
How are you feeling today?
extasy:
Thanks guys. Today I'm feeling much better. Even went to the beach with some family and friends.... and an ex which was awkward... But besides that, I'm feeling pretty good.
A BLONDE NOT UNDERSTANDING BLONDE JOKES.... How typical of me.
So, I was born a blonde. My natural hair colors a dirty blonde color but I've been dying it since I was 13. But I guess there's no disguising this blonde. I think I may just be one of the ditsiest people you will ever meet. I make Jessica Simpson look like a fricken Rocket...
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So, I was born a blonde. My natural hair colors a dirty blonde color but I've been dying it since I was 13. But I guess there's no disguising this blonde. I think I may just be one of the ditsiest people you will ever meet. I make Jessica Simpson look like a fricken Rocket...
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coltoncasanova:
I LOVE YOUR NAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jozsef:
My hair was also dirty blonde before it took a leave of absence, but notwithstanding that blonde jokes surely arise out of jealousy, I have to admit that I'm notorious for taking jokes at face value and wondering why everyone else is laughing. April 1 news reports had me upset for days until I caught on a couple of years ago. 



So while I was in one of my pity moods and listening to Coldplay (Yes, I am indeed THAT gay), it finally motivated me to throw away all of my ex's things and everything that reminded me of him. It actually felt pretty good. It felt like everytime I threw an item away, a little part of him was leaving with...
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casca:
Great attitude, stay strong hun 



So while I was in one of my pity moods and listening to Coldplay (Yes, I am indeed THAT gay), it finally motivated me to throw away all of my ex's things and everything that reminded me of him. It actually felt pretty good. It felt like everytime I threw an item away, a little part of him was leaving with...
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richard_:
I wrote this a very long time ago, during a time i was hurting like you obviously are now. This however, symbolized the end of that hurt and the beginning of me being me again. Which sounds like your ready to do as well.
The wind whispers faintly in the leaves beneath my feet
while the Sun warms my face as it peeks shyly through
the few and far between patches of the shimmering skies above
This is my chance
This is where the Sun has caught the Moon
and the Stars drip away into the comforting greatness of the
endlessly endless star lit evening skies
There is kindness and love in the drops of rain which race to greet me
as the Earth below me thankfully fades away
I stretch my wings as the sky before me explodes into light
Me and the Sun are one
and I am not afraid to fly
I am not afraid to fly

The wind whispers faintly in the leaves beneath my feet
while the Sun warms my face as it peeks shyly through
the few and far between patches of the shimmering skies above
This is my chance
This is where the Sun has caught the Moon
and the Stars drip away into the comforting greatness of the
endlessly endless star lit evening skies
There is kindness and love in the drops of rain which race to greet me
as the Earth below me thankfully fades away
I stretch my wings as the sky before me explodes into light
Me and the Sun are one
and I am not afraid to fly
I am not afraid to fly

PHACK! EPIC FAIL!!!!
That's all I have to say about tonights dinner. This is why I don't cook.... EVER. I'm horrible at it. Not only did I burn almost everything and have to throw away 2 pans because there is burned God knows what stuck to the bottoms of them now, but I caught the stove on fire which caught the cabinet above it on...
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That's all I have to say about tonights dinner. This is why I don't cook.... EVER. I'm horrible at it. Not only did I burn almost everything and have to throw away 2 pans because there is burned God knows what stuck to the bottoms of them now, but I caught the stove on fire which caught the cabinet above it on...
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add10000xxx:
Hey there Extasy, how are you today? Thanks for the Add.
jxpxwx:
lol aww well ur not the only female that is still in the learning process of cooking, so i woulnt worry too much, n dudes should know how to cook n e how, cuz how else are we to impress aside from the obvious & common tasks 

Thank God it was Daylight Savings today!
I desperately needed that extra hour of sleep. It doesn't seem like much to some people, but I for one did not take it for granted. After a long stressful week of going to Hell and back, I thought I was gonna die of exhaustion. It feels so great to be in my own bed in my own...
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extasy:
Thank you
Hopefully I make it past boot camp 


casca:
Thanks for the friends add 
I'm sure you will make it through boot camp no probs.

I'm sure you will make it through boot camp no probs.
ANXIETY!!!!
Does ANYONE have any advice on how to suppress it?
I've battled with anxiety my whole life, and it's something that sometimes takes a toll on my social life. No matter where I go or what I do, anxiety hits my out of the blue. I've taken medicine for it, but it turns me into a zombie and I'm in a coma half the...
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I've battled with anxiety my whole life, and it's something that sometimes takes a toll on my social life. No matter where I go or what I do, anxiety hits my out of the blue. I've taken medicine for it, but it turns me into a zombie and I'm in a coma half the...
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intensify:
eat a very clean healthy diet
get enough sleep every night
and get consistent exercise
no drugs or alcohol
that should help significantly
get enough sleep every night
and get consistent exercise
no drugs or alcohol
that should help significantly
inkedgeek:
You probably need to be on a different medicine. There are alternatives that shouldn't make you feel that way.
BLEEDING FRICKEN HELL!!
I have been eaten alive by mosquitos! I'm guna be itching for days. Arms, legs, neck, face, back. Pesky mother fuckers. Man, this sucks! Wes Nile, here I come! LOL
Well on the bright side, I got an amazing workout by the lagoon. ... Minus the blood sucking insects.
I have been eaten alive by mosquitos! I'm guna be itching for days. Arms, legs, neck, face, back. Pesky mother fuckers. Man, this sucks! Wes Nile, here I come! LOL


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extasy:
If I were to smoke, I'm on the couch with a bag of potatoe chips for 9 hours lol That's why I can't smoke. Really? That's awesome! What are you majoring in? I'm pretty good. Just being lazy and sitting around the house all day. How are you?
metalcraft137:
lol thats hilarious and i can picture you doing that. jeje!
im fine, just chillin with my homies playing guitar hero warriors of rock, and im getting trained to become a profesional electrician. im almost done with school so im pretty excited about that.
im fine, just chillin with my homies playing guitar hero warriors of rock, and im getting trained to become a profesional electrician. im almost done with school so im pretty excited about that.

im glad to hear life is good. thats always a good thing.