Well, it's been a while since I've updated, and I feel bad. I feel like people want to know what's going on, and I haven't been letting you guys know. Well, here goes...
...It's now been just over a week since the funeral, nearly two since she died. Things are getting easier. Life is returning to a semblence of normalcy. When no one is looking,...
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...It's now been just over a week since the funeral, nearly two since she died. Things are getting easier. Life is returning to a semblence of normalcy. When no one is looking,...
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First off, I want to thank everyone for their amazing support, and thoughts during all of this (If you don't know, read the previous entry). You guys are really all awesome.
Well, the funeral was Saturday. That was really tough. I'm very thankful that they had the family visitation before the public visitation. Everyone in my family was really torn up, including myself. I didn't...
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Well, the funeral was Saturday. That was really tough. I'm very thankful that they had the family visitation before the public visitation. Everyone in my family was really torn up, including myself. I didn't...
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toria:
You're doing such an incredible job of putting your circumstances into words. This is pretty weird, since I don't even know you, but I've been thinking about how you're doing a lot. Glad to see you're able to write through this ridiculously difficult time... try to take er easy. 
ryan:
how you doin?? was your t-day okay? i'm sure it was kinda weird...
thinkin about you...
thinkin about you...
I don't know if anyone read's this, but my mom died two days ago. This was completely unexpected. I woke up to a phonecall yesterday morning at 8am. It was my dad.
"I have bad news. Your mom died last night"
"Oh my God."
I don't really remember much past that. I remember the conversation being really short. Me telling my roommate that my mom...
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"I have bad news. Your mom died last night"
"Oh my God."
I don't really remember much past that. I remember the conversation being really short. Me telling my roommate that my mom...
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natalie:
oh my.
i am so sorry.i couldnt even imagine what that must be like.
::hughughughughug::
~Natalie
i am so sorry.i couldnt even imagine what that must be like.
::hughughughughug::
~Natalie
natalie:
yeah just hang in there.
it was hard for me to lose my first piano teacher,the reason im in love with music today.that was when i was 16 and its not my mother so its probably a whole lot different.
maybe nullthis will make you feel all nice and fuzzy:
and you have to let me know the next time you are in town!!
~Natalie
[Edited on Nov 24, 2003 6:22PM]
it was hard for me to lose my first piano teacher,the reason im in love with music today.that was when i was 16 and its not my mother so its probably a whole lot different.
maybe nullthis will make you feel all nice and fuzzy:
and you have to let me know the next time you are in town!!
~Natalie
[Edited on Nov 24, 2003 6:22PM]
My Mom died last night
Terri Lynn Waller: July 16, 1958-November 19, 2003
......i.................nevermind
Terri Lynn Waller: July 16, 1958-November 19, 2003
......i.................nevermind
well, i filmed more for the music video were doing for our production class...hopefully the video will turn out well.
band practice went okay. we didnt get much done, but thats alright. in other news our bassist took out a 2000 loan, and bought a shit ton of bass equipment, which makes me very very happy...that will be awesome.
the weather is gorgeous!!!
band practice went okay. we didnt get much done, but thats alright. in other news our bassist took out a 2000 loan, and bought a shit ton of bass equipment, which makes me very very happy...that will be awesome.
the weather is gorgeous!!!
emaline:
the weather is gorgeous darling!!!
let's go play in it!!!!!!
call moi.
let's go play in it!!!!!!
call moi.
i cleaned my room...well, i am cleaning my room currently. it feels much better in here now.
Im making a music video for my production class. we went out and did the first of our filming yesterday. it turned out very well, i think. i dont know for sure though, because i havent watched it yet, except other than to film it.
the music video...
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Im making a music video for my production class. we went out and did the first of our filming yesterday. it turned out very well, i think. i dont know for sure though, because i havent watched it yet, except other than to film it.
the music video...
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darkskyy1:
SGSTL EVENT!!!!
Ilya with The Subterranean Jack
Monday, November 17th
@ The Rocket Bar
doors 8:30pm
18+
be there!
Ilya with The Subterranean Jack
Monday, November 17th
@ The Rocket Bar
doors 8:30pm
18+
be there!
emaline:
so who would it be???
me??
angelina jolie??
hehe.
i love you darling.
me??
angelina jolie??
hehe.
i love you darling.
i think im going to come back to posting to this journal more.
i dont know why i stopped, i still came here every day. i just didnt feel like participating, i guess.
i saw the bled last night in st.l very very good. the other band sucked. especially the daughters. i don't know why people like them, i think they are utter shit.
my...
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i dont know why i stopped, i still came here every day. i just didnt feel like participating, i guess.
i saw the bled last night in st.l very very good. the other band sucked. especially the daughters. i don't know why people like them, i think they are utter shit.
my...
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desilou:
yay for being back... that sounds great about your band going good for you. i have been taking random breaks from my journal as well. i am just not always in the mood for it.
emaline:
i was just going to tell you i joined here again today...
nothing warms up the winter like sg.
ha.
i guess you wanted to play your computer games though, loserface!
see you tonight
nothing warms up the winter like sg.
ha.
i guess you wanted to play your computer games though, loserface!
see you tonight
so, i dont know if anyone will read this, but im going to update once again. my life has been pretty boring since i updated a month ago.
i start a radio show tomorrow, on the campus radio station, which should be fun. ive been in the studio some, tres' fun, although there were lots of problems
i have been doing well in class, which...
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i start a radio show tomorrow, on the campus radio station, which should be fun. ive been in the studio some, tres' fun, although there were lots of problems
i have been doing well in class, which...
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natalie:
doug?
i almost went to milikin, but instead i go to a school where i can skip a class all week.ahh.it rules.
~Natalie
i almost went to milikin, but instead i go to a school where i can skip a class all week.ahh.it rules.
~Natalie
natalie:
isnt that his name??
im on the good ol stlpunk.
~Natalie
im on the good ol stlpunk.
~Natalie
i just watched the Johnny Cash video for "hurt". im crying.
i guess he went downhill after June died.
you will be missed.
i guess he went downhill after June died.
you will be missed.
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krustilina:
You are so damn cute, I just want to hug you.
maximillian:
Spike TV. 8pm weekday nights. And some other times I'm too drunk to list. TNG, baby.
so, i got more of my tattoo done last night!!! it actually looks finished when im wearing a tshirt! i love it! i would post pictures but my webcam is being a bitch, and whites everything out, currently.
i will post them asap, in case anyone cares to see them
i will post them asap, in case anyone cares to see them
[Edited on Dec 02, 2003 8:04AM]
but now...its fuckin nap time!
hows the band coming along?
~Natalie