evilbully

Im just not where I thought I would be, I thought life would be different when I thought about it last summer, a good job, friends and a bunch of other things I NEVER thought I would be getting high 2-3 times a week (and wanting more and better stuff to get high off of =/ ) spending all my time either playing world of warcraft or at friends house getting high stuff like that just never entered my mind Im a loser, a fucking geek and im a dork my life sucks and I dont see it getting better I need help I either want to go farther into the hole or I want to get out, but right now it seems the easiest thing to do is just keep falling theres no light right now and I doubt there ever will be. If I could do anything right fucking now it would be getting my lip pierced 3 times kind like visha



I would be so much happier I dont know why and I cant explain it I just want to be happy and I feel that would do it, how fucked up is that!