eveyelle

I woke up pissed off this morning. My second week eating vegan probably has something to do with it. Also, the last few times I've had sex I've been left hanging at the end. So pent up animal frustration and no meat have left me visualizing punching B (we'll just refer to him as that) in the face this morning. I am the perfect example of an angry little Italian woman today. I feel the most incredible amounts of rage it's unbelievable.

I can't wait to get called in to interview for this new job. I know I'll get it at this point, but I can't wait for it to start so I can get on with my life. I can't wait to pay my bills up. I can't wait to have access to their state-of-the art athletic facitlity (for free)! I'm going to pay for a personal trainer for a few months to set me up a plan to get in fighting shape. I want to build some definition again. I bought about six new bikinis and I'm planning on getting some attention. Plus I miss that slinky cat feeling you get when you are at that level of fitness.

I can't wait to have more time with my girls. Right now my schedule is erratic. The one thing this job will give me is a regular schedule. I can be home every evening and every weekend. Last night I missed taking Z to karate. She's one of the few girls and she's a natural. Everybody is amazed by her. Tonight I'm going to miss G singing in the school choir at the Christmas tree lot. Hopefully, only a few more weeks of this crap.

How did I get four fucking dogs? I love animals, don't get me wrong. But, I'm older now. I am totally allergic to cats in a bad way. Slightly allergic to dogs, multiply that by 4. B convinced me we needed two more. English Bulldogs. I love one of them, the other one not so much. Why do I have them? Because B got evicted. He doesn't manage his money well. Plus, there isn't much of it to manage. So now I'm always itchy.

I can't wait to have the money to pay someone to come and fix my house. I need a new roof. My driveway is broken up and needs to be removed and repoured. So far that will cost about $9000.00. Plus, B tried to put in new faucets in both showers and never quite finished (years ago) and laid tile badly. I'm guessing that's gonna be $1000. I have holes in the walls downstairs where the pipes leaked and that's never been replaced. Another $1000. So, I never let my kids have anyone over because I'm totally embarassed.

Oh yeah, and I haven't talked to my redheaded slut best friend in awhile because she's busy screwing everyone she meets (not much of an exaggeration) because her not yet ex is a piece of shit who left her with four kids to get another woman pregnant. What an ass!

Okay, I think I'm worn out for now....