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so, ive been back in my hometown for 2 months now. even though this is home and always will be i miss san diego. i feel like i didnt give it the chance i should have. i miss my sister and i miss my friends [though theres not a lot] there. i also miss this guy. but thats another story for another time seeing as how, he will probably never want to be with me. anyways, i guess im just feeling down and i want to go back. i hate it. im used to being the uber happy and optimistic person. i need to get out of my funk. i need to dye my hair. haha. cause that solves all your problems.

also, ive gotten to talk to a lot of the SG hopefuls lately. i love you girls!! they are all so cool. its really nice talking to girls who are like me. i always was the girl growing up with all the guy friends. i like this better. we all need to go out for beers one night. hell, why not.