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for the love of god and all that is holy how has everyone been????

ive missed you.

so recap of the last 2 months:
i had some pretty nasty finacial problems, but those were followed by a promotion at work i had a major illness which incapacitated me for a long period of time. i split with my boyfriend of two years and i am...
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i wish i could say ive been busy with something wondefully interesting and thats why i havent been on much but i havent. its the same ol same ol. im slammed at work. oh well, i feel pretty damn lucky to have a job with the economy the way it is. i definatly dont get mad about working so much. uhm..

im trying to think...
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im absolutly exhausted. and i have been for days maybe over a week now. i cant sleep at night i keep having shitty dreams. and i cant work out because if i do then by the time im at work i can barely function cause im so tired. sucks.

ive been alone all week my boyfriend is out of town working again. this is getting old quick.
i just registered for my summer semester. im trying to go non stop until i graduate so i can get it done quicker.
ive considered moving. i really dont like florida. never have and ive been thinking that if things dont work with toby and i that...
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i finally get to go back to work tomorrow after being sick for 2 weeks. im so happy i get to be away from my house and off my couch.

im still sick. i dont think thats normal. so im planning on going to the doctor.

i wish i had something else to post about. uhm. i tried to function this weekend and i went to dave and busters with a group of friends. i killed at the games but still fell 500 pts short of getting the huge stuffed elephant i wanted. bastards wouldnt...
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im siiiiiiiiiiick. it sucks im coughing up a lung.. or two. i slept for about 13 hours last night. lame. i missed mitch's attempt to see if i was awake to talk slept right through it ringer as loud as it could go and everything. lame.


i get to see toxic soon i love my babies.

so.. due to rising phone charges cause im in florida and no one else is...

i now have aim.
im a loser.

toxic wants a new post.... here it is. im not much up for explaination of my life right now. things arent that good.

my birthday is tomorrow. i will be 23. i dont know how i feel about this getting older thing.

i woke up sick today. i just want to lay in my bed and sleep. maybe thats why ive been so irritable at work. normally i love working with my kids but this week ive wanted to rip my hair out. i now realize its because i was getting sick. suuuuucks. my birthday is on the 21st.