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im trying to get better at the but ive found its been a month since my last post. i suck. to yet again update.. im working again thank god. apparently my boyfriend and i [who celebrate our anniversary on the 20th] are in fact getting married... one day. we just dont have time to consider actually getting engaged or making plans in the next you...
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eff. school is kicking my ass. i feel like i have no time for anything else.



and ps...
IF YOU LIVE IN THE JACKSONVILLE AREA AND YOUR JOB MAY BE HIRING... I NEED MONEY. HIT ME UP.

so, being stressed and feeling as if youre going to kill someone pays off in school. i pulled a 4.0 out of my ass this semester.all A's.

holy shit...
my membership expired while i was out of town.


im back..
i miss yall

im at a fork in my road folks.
i adore my bf more than anything or anyone.
but at this point he's a little taken back by how serious our relationship is. we were super fine and then all the sudden its we spend to much time together, we talk to much, we got serious to fast. all our friends and his family keep bombarding...
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i told my now ex-boss to fuck off today. it made me feel good. and im burning my work shirt. i still have to finish xmas shopping. i hate this part of the holidays. shopping is no fun when its competitive. uhm. i about have my boyfriend convinced that its okay for me to take my clothes off for SG which is good since i...
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so, things are going pretty good. who knew that could happen. i got a new job. yess! im so about to walk into my current job look at my boss and say "fuck you im out!" and it pays better soooooo... im getting a new place in march the plus side to being back in my home town is that i know what i like...
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i need to sleep.
ive barely been able to since he left.
you never realize how empty a house feels with half your heart missing.
i realized i love him.
i dont know how to tell him.
i talked to his sister about it.
its weird being at this point in my life.
i thought it would take another 10 years to get here.
our...
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my birthday is in 2 mintues officailly.

fuck yeah.
at midnight it will be the 21st and i will be old.
lets get drunk.


my friends and i are going to breakfast and the zoo and then i get special brownies and toby time. he's been on the ship and i have missed him so so so much. he is actually on his way to...
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wow. i feel so disconnected. ive been so incredibly slammed lately. i love being home in florida though. i miss sad diego terribly however. i got a job at mellow mushroom. its pretty kick ass. i hustle beer and pizze all day// night. i work my ass off. uhm. ive gotten back into bike rides at the beach. im gettin a new hot pink beach...
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