nachlssig.... nope. here i am!
sitting in the wiener cafe in freiburg.
i quit my professor job la la la! my friends are happy for me. my parents (and my boss) are not. oh well. fine. fuck 'em.
i was just in erfurt with nicole for 2 weeks, and now rehearsing 2-3 weeks with helena in freiburg --
working again was great. i am still sore from the first week. its the beginning of a cool project -- in 6 days we made 6 minutes of material. we are quite satisfied. for now.
oh, apropos, i have home work. i want to write down the steps for analysis (and so nothing gets forgotten over the two-day break!)
nicole joins us in a few hours for a non-celebration of a non-fucking-year. i mean THAT WAS ONE FUCKED UP YEAR. ok. celebrate its departure.
im still pretty fucked up- but sloooooowwwwly i become a human being again. i think. im off drugs. but you who know that shit know, "off" is only half the story. then there is ... i dont know... ones life. sometimes i think i have a ... thing .... inside me, that needs to be removed. know what i mean?
there is a basic conflict - or contradiction . remind me to write it next time.
sitting in the wiener cafe in freiburg.
i quit my professor job la la la! my friends are happy for me. my parents (and my boss) are not. oh well. fine. fuck 'em.
i was just in erfurt with nicole for 2 weeks, and now rehearsing 2-3 weeks with helena in freiburg --
working again was great. i am still sore from the first week. its the beginning of a cool project -- in 6 days we made 6 minutes of material. we are quite satisfied. for now.
oh, apropos, i have home work. i want to write down the steps for analysis (and so nothing gets forgotten over the two-day break!)
nicole joins us in a few hours for a non-celebration of a non-fucking-year. i mean THAT WAS ONE FUCKED UP YEAR. ok. celebrate its departure.
im still pretty fucked up- but sloooooowwwwly i become a human being again. i think. im off drugs. but you who know that shit know, "off" is only half the story. then there is ... i dont know... ones life. sometimes i think i have a ... thing .... inside me, that needs to be removed. know what i mean?
there is a basic conflict - or contradiction . remind me to write it next time.