eventide

8 days.!!!! and im out of here. london for a week, then erfurt i think, then ober-something in schwaben. then maybe basel. iceland. i would go back to amsterdam. wwouulldd , were i fully ... recovered?. well, i am recovered. i just want to keep it that way. i... oh fuck it. ill probably end up there ... hope so. ; )


several times,
ive seen the evening slide away
watching the signs
as they take over from the fading day
perhaps my brains have turned to sand-
(how can moments go so slow?)


its still kind of a trip.
to see what i am going to become.
where im going to end up
h is pregnant.
am i happy. yet.