school is so kicking my ass. i've started smoking again. hooray. i can't find any weed....well truthfully i don't even know where to look. getting new contacts is just such a bitch but really i can do without the debilitating urge to cram food into my mouth at the speed of light that hits every now and then. i just keep telling myself that. so far its working. cigarettes are a poor substitute however.
in my free time i've been agonizing over whether the debt i'm racking up will ever be worth it, whether or not i will ever be good at this crap, whether or not i even want to...
the good thing is that i have more time for my writing, the bad thing is that everytime i stop to think about anything i get a vague feeling of nausea and burning fear. yay for neuroses
in my free time i've been agonizing over whether the debt i'm racking up will ever be worth it, whether or not i will ever be good at this crap, whether or not i even want to...
the good thing is that i have more time for my writing, the bad thing is that everytime i stop to think about anything i get a vague feeling of nausea and burning fear. yay for neuroses
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Well I hope you have a happy V-day
[Edited on Feb 13, 2004 1:54PM]