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Wednesday Dec 10, 2003

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i woke up at 12 tonight feeling like crap. at this point i'm so wide awake i've kind of abandoned all hope of getting any sleep tonight. my throat hurts too...not really hurt exactly but just a niggling twinge of irritation.
weird and it figures that i should be getting sick as i have what could be an interesting date on thursday. all of a sudden and entirely without warning i met someone kinda amazing. we'll see about that though...
its almost scary the abrupt 180 my mood has done this month. all gears are in motion to land my butt in school in january PLUS i found a beautiful studio apartment in south beach that is more than i can afford by just a smidgen but its only 2 blocks from the school, has a giant fitness center in the building plus a gargantuan pool...and theres a dishwasher in the apartments miniature kitchen.
and the windows are huge and instead of looking into a parking lot like my last apartment, theres a really interesting view of the city and the ocean beyond it...
sadly i thought it would be unwise to pop for an extra 150 a month for a bay view but i did have to draw the line somewhere...
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iamtony:
so how are things going w/ the new boy? i went on the best date of my life about a week ago. first off, we talked for 3 hours the first night on the phone. she asked me out for that week. so we agreed on thurday. meanwhile during the week we were emailing each other back and forth all week. so we go out thursday night and it was the best first date of my life. awsome conversation, we had tapas at this bar. both got a bit buzzed. she kissed me first. and i when i say kiss i mean a full out tounge kiss. it was hot. i totally melted. and then we proceded to kiss a bunch of other times after that. she then asks me out for saturday night. i said sure. so the day after our first date i email her saying that i had a great time and i am looking forward to satuday night. i dont hear from her. i was thinkin that was kinda strange. so i call her on satuday afternoon and she says that shes sick. i believed her because she sounded kinda sick. but she said lets go out tuesday. so tuesdaY morning i email her and i dont hear from her until thurdsay and she writes back saying that she met some other guy and that she thinks that theres a possiblilty of a realtionship w/ him. so i guess im out. frown

oh well. luckily theres 3 girls to 1 guy in manhattan. biggrin

so what site are you using? i was using never.com for a while and then i just started using lava life. the girls on lava life are so lame thought. booorrrringgg tongue

hope it all works out for you!

anthony
Dec 14, 2003
bob_dobalina:
i think most of what i write that doesn't suck is about LA.. probably because my favorite writers use los angeles as a setting and i can't help but be influenced by them. i wonder if that means that if i move away, would i cease to have anything interesting to write about?

how was that date on thursday? did you get a tingle in your naughty place? its been a while since i had anything as subtle as a tingle. normally they just reach in my pants. eeek
Dec 15, 2003

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