i think i've come to the conclusion that i am hopelessly shallow.
pathetically mundane and pitifully not good at writing.
i couldn't even think of a synonym for *not good* right off the top of my head...really who AM i kidding with my writerly aspirations.
Maybe I should give up the existential angst and settle into a nice middle class existence sans creative urges...or perhaps just pick up a Bedazzler every time a creative urge strikes and then hammer every visible surface with sparkly pins until the torturous wave abates and i'm free to loll around pointlessly like so many others do effortlessly...
pathetically mundane and pitifully not good at writing.
i couldn't even think of a synonym for *not good* right off the top of my head...really who AM i kidding with my writerly aspirations.
Maybe I should give up the existential angst and settle into a nice middle class existence sans creative urges...or perhaps just pick up a Bedazzler every time a creative urge strikes and then hammer every visible surface with sparkly pins until the torturous wave abates and i'm free to loll around pointlessly like so many others do effortlessly...
i think that about 90% of what i write is shit but the only way to get to that good 10% is to dive in and wade through what stinks.
p.s. i tend not to add shallow and mundane people to my friends list