This time tomorrow, because our power company is run people so bad that Satan himself thinks they're real assholes, I will be one of 2.5 million people experiencing our 2nd major (multi-day) power outage in 2 weeks. Instead of maintaining their power lines, they start major fires across the state (the Kincade Fire, around 30 miles away, is currently larger than the island of Manhattan)...
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The other day I learned that yes, I still have the ability to save a laptop after spilling 32 ounces of orange Gatorade onto and into it. Keyboard is still a little sticky, but otherwise it's perfect!
Just checkin in.
still here. still just living the life of a caretaker, which is getting more difficult every day. When your patient doesn't make the effort to help herself, but you know she has the ability, it's goddamn frustrating. But that's the job.
Depression is a motherfucker. Really makes life harder than it needs to be.
My god, what an amazing movie. I need to see it again, soon, so I can actually process everything that happened. They fit so much into 3 hours that there's just no way to absorb everything.
Crapton of action, laughter, tears. Great moments, heartbreaking moments, and an ending that genuinely left me in tears (not telling if they were happy or sad tears. You'll have...
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Uff da, life.
I'm still here. Not goin anywhere. Hell, browsing the site has been a nice respite from reality on occasion.
I'm telling ya, being a caretaker can be an exhausting job/life. On top of that, car problems and apartment bullshit have been taking all my time.
But, there's always my scant few minutes of free time. And as I said, SG has been...
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I woke up and not only was I pain-free, but my heart felt great!
APRIL FOOLS!! I'M STILL A MESS!!
awwww... I made myself sad....
My St Patrick's Day wish to all of you, in the traditional language:
Ph'nglui mglw' nafh Cthulhu R'lyeh wgah'nagl fhtagn
Haven't posted lately, because I just really haven't had anything to say. Haven't been doing anything other than just the same old day to day living. Depression has dramatically eased up, so that's nice. It's good to sleep without fucked up, self-hating nightmares messing with my head. Otherwise, I'm just being a caretaker. Dealing with a small army of cats. And so goddamn fucking thankful...
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