envy

Yes, i surface again, if only for a brief moment to update.... been working my ass off, usually 6 days/week... the overtime is nice though... AND... I'm getting MARRIED.... (gasp)... Got engaged August 2nd... and the wedding date is January 28, 2007... so i've been trying to get everything organized and saving money... it's been craziness.... in addition, last week i got 2 calls about...
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Again, my absenteeism has raised it's heinous head. Got a new job, pays well, the people are cool, work is a bit tedious, but easy. Have a week off next month, going to visit my parents in PA. My boi is excited because he and my dad will be blowing this up and shooting things for a whole week. Maybe he'll get me some rabbits,...
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ok.. i know, i've been absent for a while.. i miss you all, promise. life has been crazy, as usual. my ex is being an ass, nothing new there, and i can't wait for him to move out... i need to get a second job, and / or a better job. need the cash if i'm to keep the house.. my new boi is working...
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OMG, i got the best boots!!! Here they are, Demonia Slush 249's...

yum

they rock!
so this makes me happy, just in time for the NIN show.. i'm working on a cool skirt for that show too, but i'm not sure what top i'll wear, i might make that too, who knows..
kisses

grrr... the great sex is waning... now he wants to know why we don't "talk". OMG - WE don't talk, HE does, always about how crappy his life is and how much everyone hates him and the girl he loves and "his" little girl.. ARRGGGH.... He's turning into a girlly, not that i don't like girls, but he just doesn't have a nice pair of...
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hmm, well still single, which has been pretty good so far. Hooking-up with a friend of a friend. GREAT SEX!!!! (although he is emotionally unavailable because he "loves" this chick who is just using him for what money he has, and has to work 2 jobs for, and that is painful to see 'cause he's a really sweet guy.)
rant rant
hate it when all...
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ok.. so how much does this suck? i'm newly single.. after an almost six year relationship .... he got pissed 'cause my friendster profile said i was single.. how lame.... but i guess it just wasn't working out anyhow.. but we still live together 'cause we own a house together.. crappy week.. but on the other hand some random unknown guy gave me, through a...
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Sorry all - thought my subscription had expired, been busy. currently unemployed.. which is actually a nice change.. (until the $ runs out... ) other than that not much new. Went to the VNV concert this week - it totally rocked!
love you all!
thanks for the b-day wishes, the big 27, *cringe*

BLAH.. that's about it for now.. friend is still alive - working a lot so he hasn't been trying to drink himself to death - so that's good.. bought him the complete works of Shelly (percy) for his b-day this month..
depressed.. life is entirely too cruel and unfair - as soon as you find the slightest contentment a portion of you life is shredded...
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ok.. just got back from visiting pa... not too bad of a trip overall.. got some new clothes and $$$$.. so that's nice.
found out my best friend from high school ( i call him my brother.. 'cause he just sort is like one) was born with only one kidney... and the other will probably fail in the next year or two... due to excessive...
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Ok.. (this is just for you phil...)
so surgery went well.. in fact they kicked me out like 2 hours after they taped (yes.. no stitches - just plain ol' tape.. cheap fucks.) me back together. i woke up starving and they would only give me about 4oz of diet pepsi.. (again with the cheapness). the entire expreinece was not bad, but disturbing.... i felt...
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yeah.. so i haven't been on in a while..
crappy mean boss.. looking for a new job... oh, and apparently my gallbladder is crap.. so it will probably have to be taken out.. also learned it's a genetic thing in my family... so i've been in and out of dr and er and hospital all week - they still haven't found the exact problem.... one...
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