Sunday Mar 07, 2004

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i love this weather! love love in in the air! puke hahaha so bored with no one to be bored with! why is it so hard to find someone you can have friends with benefits? wink why why why? i just want a good friend that gives it up! eeek hahaha
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grrillaboy:
emotions get in the way of the friends and sex thing.
you just need a fuckbuddy.
ripclifb8696821:
just tryin to met new people saw u were from philly and whatnot lookin to talk to people near or with same intersets sorta and i liike alot of the music u like and i like doggie style sorry just kiddin but yea get back to me sometime

Monday Feb 23, 2004

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im so sick of seeing your face
why do your picture remain in my head
why do i do this to myself?
take a look at what youve done to me
faught every word youve ever said
why didnt i see it?
your words mean shit to me
your apoligies mean less
another minute wont be wasted on you
but im still litting this one...
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kirilov:
I expect that deciding whether to join the fold or not is common among people of our age. It is a funny transistion between all your young idealism and the harsh realities of life.

But I am not sure it is a real choice; I think there is only one option but everyone thinks of it as two. You can't help but grow up, it is inevitable.
guttermouth:
You should post some of your work in your pics. I'm sure everyone here would love to see it. Are you going to see Thrice when they come around this month?

Monday Feb 23, 2004

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help me please i have a problem
i stabbed my self in the heart this week
looking at you, look at me, sick
i dove right in with out a waring
rip your heart out and give you mine
help me please i have a decidcion to make
i burned my self with spears of ice
the decidion between fire and ice
i cant be...
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Monday Feb 23, 2004

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ever just want someone to read your journal just so someone wil know whats inside your head or what you really think about? what your fanticies are? i want mine to come true.... i want someone to know what i want and want to give it to me, i want to be sweapt away up in to the clouds i feel like all i have...
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grimjack:
Hrmmmm....I missed this journal entry as well as the one after it. You posted a little too quick for my aging brain to comprehend.

Anyway, I can dig what you're talking about...Im pretty much feeling the same way. And so do alot of other people on the site, from the various posts I've seen on SG. From your posts/writings you have a hell of a lot to offer ANYONE with half a brain. So, dont give in to mediocrity, and dont give up on the struggle. Things will turn around for you with some time and patience.

Keep your head up!

Sunday Feb 15, 2004

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if i could only find someone that could make me feel the way music will... blackeyed
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dirtyprettything:
the only way to find people like that is to not look for them.... they will come to you naturally that way...

hey so when are you going to join us for our weekly jaunts at the bar? 20 is close enough biggrin
enjoydyingalone:
i would like to go... where?when? smile

Thursday Feb 12, 2004

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well ive been a busy body for the past coupple of days, i need time to my self blackeyed just to relax and chill, get my head on straight, ya know what i really need is a (good) piece of booty! hahaha eeek
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anarchist:
That is exactly what I needed this weekend. Relaxation with a little booty thrown in there as well.
silence_breaks:
booty is the bomb, yo. i found your name thingy through random searches, i hope ya don't mind a comment. anyway, i hope your v-day was spectacular. take care.