englishal

Walking home beneath the snow last night
I called, wishing you a safe and steady flight
you said you'd connected at your bros
to talk to me
thats so lovely, it warmed my bones
sorry I missed you

I heard your mum in the background,
in your speech a quickened sound
probably hurrying you to the airport
to where flew my own rapid thoughts

I...
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i saw

i deleted.

happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Lolaaaaaa!!!
happy birthday to you! hooray, hehe
i love you very much, have a lovely, lovely day,
cutie cute patinho, forever beautiful
Al xxx

you're breaking my heart
i know deep down you don't mean it
but still it breaks my heart
and im sorry

I went to my families house in need of some comfort
a friendly face, a smile, a brotherly joke, my dear little sister and a goodnight story.
we played uno, i lost every game,
watched a bbc comedy, the lines passed me by
i halfheartedly raised a smile, insincere and melancholic
i was unfamiliuar and distant when all i really wanted was for someone to...
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i thought you were different, that you did trust me, love me

please come to msn and talk, i wont give this up
i wont leave you, i love you
i am fully committed to you, nobody else

I AM AN HONEST MAN
I HAVENT BEEN LYING TO YOU
I NEVER ADDED THEM I SWEAR
AND I HAVENT BEEN TALKING TO THEM

where are you today??? i'm missing you

you dont mean what you say
one day you love me,
the next u dont wanna know
im just a small boring voice
shouting to be heard
in the burgeoning crowd
'many, many friends'
im sick of this competition
when i am exclusively yours
and always will be
why cant you respect me?