Excuse me...excuse me please...will the real fat baldy PLEASE STAND UP...?
Is this thing on?
So yeah my last blog was a big whiner let down and this one is...okay its a two part so suck along all three of you.
The relationship is back on, but just as open door as before, so hide your sisters and your fathers.
<---still on the market for pink parts.
She took the time she needed to sort through the issues from her childhood and things are better. The sex is still tragically vanilla and that is even more reason for us to stay in an open relationship.
Anyone need a good spanking? Maybe some hair pulling? Most certainly some time tied to something or another...yes?
Anyway. Home like is good, but she still needs to grow the fuck up and realize that working for money is more important that being an "artist" because she's about out of accident money and when she looks at me (she will in two weeks when the bills are due rest assured) Im going to have a good laugh and remind her that we are both adults capable of employment.
That might be the end of things and that will hurt a lot, but keeping our relationship going and keeping us both happy isn't worth me being a lone income wage slave raising an adult child. Heartbreaking as that realization has become.
Writing...I'm still doing it and the revised Covenant work is now 60 plus chapters and going strong. I haven't picked it up in a while, but I'm not giving up on writing something I love so much. Its all on deviant art for those who want to save the trouble of ordering at as a book...lol.
What is currently interrupting my writing is well...work. The unending public service hell that I call a job. Things are bad and getting worse and I may very well end up with a LOT OF FREE TIME soon because I'm likely as not going to cut my own throat and just quit.
I actually had my bosses boss tell me that my work is "horseshit". He called me a liar and informed me that if I didn't follow the inane and counter intuitive instructions of my boss I'd be "fast tracked out of my position".
I am a devoted and dedicated worker and I take my work very seriously, I take pride in my work and I know the real political and racial motivations for this issue. Logically I know that he is the one who is full of "Horseshit". Sadly my logic is faulty when my temper is up.
I just sat there and took his shit, called the union and had them bullshit me about how they can take my money but cant do much to help, and then I went to work and smeared his car in shit. Yeah its childish...no it didn't solve anything and no...it doesn't make me want to kill him any less.
But Ive since developed the cool demeanor of the "about to be fired". I know its coming and Im getting used to relaxing and letting it come.
I asked for a transfer, I've filed a grievance (if you have a union and they allow you to file grievances against your boss...don't do it...unless you really want to get let go). Now Im just waiting for the write ups and the final check.
I'm scrambling to find other work.
Its money...its always money. Money will kill my relationship, money has me worried about a job I stopped liking a year ago. Money...mmmmm.
Let the whining continue....
The good news...the milestone was the Covenant news...the rest is all just...variations on a theme.
Is this thing on?
So yeah my last blog was a big whiner let down and this one is...okay its a two part so suck along all three of you.
The relationship is back on, but just as open door as before, so hide your sisters and your fathers.
<---still on the market for pink parts.
She took the time she needed to sort through the issues from her childhood and things are better. The sex is still tragically vanilla and that is even more reason for us to stay in an open relationship.
Anyone need a good spanking? Maybe some hair pulling? Most certainly some time tied to something or another...yes?
Anyway. Home like is good, but she still needs to grow the fuck up and realize that working for money is more important that being an "artist" because she's about out of accident money and when she looks at me (she will in two weeks when the bills are due rest assured) Im going to have a good laugh and remind her that we are both adults capable of employment.
That might be the end of things and that will hurt a lot, but keeping our relationship going and keeping us both happy isn't worth me being a lone income wage slave raising an adult child. Heartbreaking as that realization has become.
Writing...I'm still doing it and the revised Covenant work is now 60 plus chapters and going strong. I haven't picked it up in a while, but I'm not giving up on writing something I love so much. Its all on deviant art for those who want to save the trouble of ordering at as a book...lol.
What is currently interrupting my writing is well...work. The unending public service hell that I call a job. Things are bad and getting worse and I may very well end up with a LOT OF FREE TIME soon because I'm likely as not going to cut my own throat and just quit.
I actually had my bosses boss tell me that my work is "horseshit". He called me a liar and informed me that if I didn't follow the inane and counter intuitive instructions of my boss I'd be "fast tracked out of my position".
I am a devoted and dedicated worker and I take my work very seriously, I take pride in my work and I know the real political and racial motivations for this issue. Logically I know that he is the one who is full of "Horseshit". Sadly my logic is faulty when my temper is up.
I just sat there and took his shit, called the union and had them bullshit me about how they can take my money but cant do much to help, and then I went to work and smeared his car in shit. Yeah its childish...no it didn't solve anything and no...it doesn't make me want to kill him any less.
But Ive since developed the cool demeanor of the "about to be fired". I know its coming and Im getting used to relaxing and letting it come.
I asked for a transfer, I've filed a grievance (if you have a union and they allow you to file grievances against your boss...don't do it...unless you really want to get let go). Now Im just waiting for the write ups and the final check.
I'm scrambling to find other work.
Its money...its always money. Money will kill my relationship, money has me worried about a job I stopped liking a year ago. Money...mmmmm.
Let the whining continue....
The good news...the milestone was the Covenant news...the rest is all just...variations on a theme.
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