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another night off without interning...last night was ok, i wanted the night to myself....tonight im kinda restless though and everyone is busy im really in a playful mood....and i kinda wanna go see strippers lol i just feel like a trouble maker tonight i suppose it's too bad too cuz i will probably end up home alone wasting my mischievous mood.

thank god for great friends...too much booze....and great sex. i am drunk and all things considering, pretty happy. i am in love with a boy...i hurt his heart....which hurts my heart in a way that its never been hurt before....but i think maybe that in time i can prove to him that he means to world to me...because he really is my everything...and i soooo...
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so my first shift back to my internship went really well...random and weird calls all night. i love the crazy people of las vegas ^_^ good night and i hope everyone enjoys their last day of 2006!

im going on a date tonight....for christmas presents to us my boy and i are playing dress up, going to the melting pot, and then going to see the phantom of the opera....i am super excited ^_^ should be lotsa fun! i just hope we dont fight....and that my super cute shoes dont kill my feet...and that he snuggles me after....i missed him a little...
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i just had my gallbladder out...i hurt a lot...and i am alone...i miss my parents and wish they didnt live so far away. im just glad that i have michael. He has been truly amazing to me and has done so much...not only is he taking care of me physically...but he is trying so hard to keep my happy too...i am a very luck girl.

if you are only looking at this page to cause middle school drama, i'd appreciate it if you stopped. there's nothing for you here and i am not interested in playing your games...we are grown ups....fucking act like it.

i just watched the wizard of oz on tv....really reminds me of home and of my mom and nana. We used to always watch the wizard of oz on thanksgiving while the boys were watching football. im kinda bummed out for the holidays this year. i am not sure what i am doing for thanksgiving and it makes me sad. if i dont get invited...
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i am restless tonight...i feel like i need to write to get some of the stuff inside my head on paper and out of me...but now that i sit here i am not sure what to write or where to start. i just feel lost tonight....like i am not sure what to do with myself. michael was here earlier and he held me on his...
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so....my last post was about ripping out one of my horizontal nipple piercings...and yesterday i repierced them vertically! i heart them lots ^_^ thats all for now....i will update more on this someday im sure.

i have had a very interesting week...i am on my short "weekend," but my work week pretty much kicked my ass...plus i did the dumbest thing ever on friday.

I have (well had) my nipples pierced and i managed to rip one clean out. My cat got stuck in the hammock that hangs from the top of my ferrets cage, and was danigling from the...
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