i have had a very interesting week...i am on my short "weekend," but my work week pretty much kicked my ass...plus i did the dumbest thing ever on friday.
I have (well had) my nipples pierced and i managed to rip one clean out. My cat got stuck in the hammock that hangs from the top of my ferrets cage, and was danigling from the hammock with all of his weight supported by his back leg...i could hear him hissing while i was taking off my uniform...so i ran out topless to see what was up...i got close to the cage to support his weight so he didnt break his leg...and when i went to back off to go grab scissors, my right nipple ring was hooked to the cage and i ripped it all the way out in my haste. It was so incredibly painful...blood everywhere...and i had no idea what to do! so i ended up at an urgent care and got 5 stitches...it still hurts like hell...but i am silly and i think im more upset that i lost my favorite piercings
they were my "punk rock" piercings.
Hm...so now i am just super bored...nobody wanted to come out and play with me tonight in fact, the unboyfriend hasnt even texted me back today...which is kinda odd a little bit...eh, oh well. Im actually enjoying having a night to myself to ponder things. I think i am going to go through paramedic school again...i already went once...but i dont feel confortable enough to do an internship...and i dont want to kill anyone...i wanna know that i could run on my grandparents and fix them and not harm them. It means that i'll be poor again...and its a little embarassing to go again...but i think if i put my pride aside i will be much better for it.
Im also a little worried about my mental health these days...ive been like a psych patient off and on since last nov. and these days i have runs of feeling a lot better...but im still not great. i need to make REAL friends...people that i can count on...people that i can consider to be more like a family to me...since mine is far away. I also need to get my confidence back...with my weight gain and depression i have forgotten how cool i am lol. I deserve a lot more than i give myself credit for.
anyways...on that note...i am going to go do my cardio striptease...hope everyone is sleeping well
I have (well had) my nipples pierced and i managed to rip one clean out. My cat got stuck in the hammock that hangs from the top of my ferrets cage, and was danigling from the hammock with all of his weight supported by his back leg...i could hear him hissing while i was taking off my uniform...so i ran out topless to see what was up...i got close to the cage to support his weight so he didnt break his leg...and when i went to back off to go grab scissors, my right nipple ring was hooked to the cage and i ripped it all the way out in my haste. It was so incredibly painful...blood everywhere...and i had no idea what to do! so i ended up at an urgent care and got 5 stitches...it still hurts like hell...but i am silly and i think im more upset that i lost my favorite piercings
they were my "punk rock" piercings.
Hm...so now i am just super bored...nobody wanted to come out and play with me tonight
in fact, the unboyfriend hasnt even texted me back today...which is kinda odd a little bit...eh, oh well. Im actually enjoying having a night to myself to ponder things. I think i am going to go through paramedic school again...i already went once...but i dont feel confortable enough to do an internship...and i dont want to kill anyone...i wanna know that i could run on my grandparents and fix them and not harm them. It means that i'll be poor again...and its a little embarassing to go again...but i think if i put my pride aside i will be much better for it.
Im also a little worried about my mental health these days...ive been like a psych patient off and on since last nov. and these days i have runs of feeling a lot better...but im still not great. i need to make REAL friends...people that i can count on...people that i can consider to be more like a family to me...since mine is far away. I also need to get my confidence back...with my weight gain and depression i have forgotten how cool i am lol. I deserve a lot more than i give myself credit for.
anyways...on that note...i am going to go do my cardio striptease...hope everyone is sleeping well
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