hm...i am emo tonight 
i am having kind of a hard time because i am restless and i wanna go cause some trouble i think...but i dont have anyone to cause trouble with. michael went over to monge's house...and while it should no longer suprise me...i wasnt invited...which hurts my feelings because i was under the impression that monge and i are friends...but apparently not since i am no longer invited to hang out...which wouldnt even be that bad, if he wouldnt have spent a long time telling me how excited he was to have the same days off...and how "we" were going to hang out and have adventures and party...and now "we" doesnt include me at all....and i am glad that michael has friends...i just feel left out since i thought he was my friend too. i need more friends...carefree wild children that i can have fun with...so that i am not sitting on my couch on my days off. hm...ok, i vented....no more pouting...time to go running. 
<---thats my tough running face lol ^_^
i am having kind of a hard time because i am restless and i wanna go cause some trouble i think...but i dont have anyone to cause trouble with. michael went over to monge's house...and while it should no longer suprise me...i wasnt invited...which hurts my feelings because i was under the impression that monge and i are friends...but apparently not since i am no longer invited to hang out...which wouldnt even be that bad, if he wouldnt have spent a long time telling me how excited he was to have the same days off...and how "we" were going to hang out and have adventures and party...and now "we" doesnt include me at all....and i am glad that michael has friends...i just feel left out since i thought he was my friend too. i need more friends...carefree wild children that i can have fun with...so that i am not sitting on my couch on my days off. hm...ok, i vented....no more pouting...time to go running. <---thats my tough running face lol ^_^