i've enjoyed my time on here, but i decided not to renew.
keep it real, yo.
keep it real, yo.
invalidation:
haha best post ever
ugh, its cold outside.
i sat outside for almost an hour on the side of Youree, hoping that every car headlight was her coming home.
none were.
why cant i just fucking let go of her.
i sat outside for almost an hour on the side of Youree, hoping that every car headlight was her coming home.
none were.
why cant i just fucking let go of her.
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invalidation:
I don't think it's a good idea. Just do whatever.
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invalidation:
HI IM A DELETE FRIENDS RETARD PLEASE FRIEND ME.
past few days have calmed down a bit which is awesome.
i spent the night at my parents the other night just so i could get away from everything and think. i ended up staying up most of the night, and i feel alot better about things.
later that day, my manager called me to apologize for her drunken beratement of me. not like it...
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i spent the night at my parents the other night just so i could get away from everything and think. i ended up staying up most of the night, and i feel alot better about things.
later that day, my manager called me to apologize for her drunken beratement of me. not like it...
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well, i had a pretty good time last night.
went to the bar, got drunk, played pool, talked to my friends, and played Mr. Roboto on the jukebox.
but then i came home. apparently the guy my ex likes doesnt want to date her. which deep down inside i'm glad to hear. but that still doesnt change the fact that she doesnt want to date...
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went to the bar, got drunk, played pool, talked to my friends, and played Mr. Roboto on the jukebox.
but then i came home. apparently the guy my ex likes doesnt want to date her. which deep down inside i'm glad to hear. but that still doesnt change the fact that she doesnt want to date...
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invalidation:
Mata ah-oo hima de!
argh.
i really need to think before i speak.
i really need to think before i speak.
Another night with lost sleep over my inability to let go.
Why the fuck do I continue to do this to myself.
Why the fuck do I continue to do this to myself.
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invalidation:
Yeah, dude. I know it's hard but I can't think any woman's worth beating yourself up over that much. Beat her up instead It'll make you feel better.
I think that's why I feel so cool with brandie. When we broke up, We stopped talking for a while and I just took it all out on her (she wasn't around to know) and fucking hated her for not wanting me anymore, and got it all out my system. Now she's pretty kool and stuff. A little stupid, as formerly so, but she's alright.
I think the best thing to do, even though I know it's goign to be hard or impossible for a few months, is to distance yourself from her as much as possible. Just dissapear, run away, go shinji, whatever, tell yourself about how much you hate the situation, how much that person angers you, how you feel like they stole your happiness away, then come back with a clear head. I guarantee you that you'll feel better and the break up won't even bother you that much. It's that dull ache that's always there in the back of your heart when you're around someone that makes you feel like shit, and you can't expect yourself to live like that constantly. You gotta get that shit out. Alcohol, people, fun times, whatever will not get rid of this. You just need to pour yourself out, wether to yourself in anger or to someone else.
That's probably the best advice I can offer. It's not absolute truth, it's not word of law, but it's the best I can help. I hope you feel better dude. I know what it's like to feel down about someone you have had, and about someone you perpetually can't have. It sucks hardcore.
It'll make you feel better.
I think that's why I feel so cool with brandie. When we broke up, We stopped talking for a while and I just took it all out on her (she wasn't around to know) and fucking hated her for not wanting me anymore, and got it all out my system. Now she's pretty kool and stuff. A little stupid, as formerly so, but she's alright.
I think the best thing to do, even though I know it's goign to be hard or impossible for a few months, is to distance yourself from her as much as possible. Just dissapear, run away, go shinji, whatever, tell yourself about how much you hate the situation, how much that person angers you, how you feel like they stole your happiness away, then come back with a clear head. I guarantee you that you'll feel better and the break up won't even bother you that much. It's that dull ache that's always there in the back of your heart when you're around someone that makes you feel like shit, and you can't expect yourself to live like that constantly. You gotta get that shit out. Alcohol, people, fun times, whatever will not get rid of this. You just need to pour yourself out, wether to yourself in anger or to someone else.
That's probably the best advice I can offer. It's not absolute truth, it's not word of law, but it's the best I can help. I hope you feel better dude. I know what it's like to feel down about someone you have had, and about someone you perpetually can't have. It sucks hardcore.
missmorbus:
hey baby....mike doesnt get off work until 6:30....you can come over here and i'll cheer you up!! 
oh man. so. tired.
we got in from the show (Locust / Dillinger Escape Plan) around 3:30 am.
I had a really good time. The way there didnt start out so well, as Jamie and I argued about alot of stupid shit. Once things cooled down, however, everything was fine.
The entire meeting between Jamie and Jordan was not as awkward as I expected it...
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we got in from the show (Locust / Dillinger Escape Plan) around 3:30 am.
I had a really good time. The way there didnt start out so well, as Jamie and I argued about alot of stupid shit. Once things cooled down, however, everything was fine.
The entire meeting between Jamie and Jordan was not as awkward as I expected it...
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aurora83:
those pictures are really awesome! glad you had a good time 
missmorbus:
hehe...i like your new picture! look at that sweet innocent looking face. you liar!
oh man. so. tired.
we got in from the show (Locust / Dillinger Escape Plan) around 3:30 am.
I had a really good time. The way there didnt start out so well, as Jamie and I argued about alot of stupid shit. Once things cooled down, however, everything was fine.
The entire meeting between Jamie and Jordan was not as awkward as I expected it...
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we got in from the show (Locust / Dillinger Escape Plan) around 3:30 am.
I had a really good time. The way there didnt start out so well, as Jamie and I argued about alot of stupid shit. Once things cooled down, however, everything was fine.
The entire meeting between Jamie and Jordan was not as awkward as I expected it...
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i had a terrible weekend.
how about you?
how about you?
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missmorbus:
haha im glad, even though the stuff we talked about wasnt really happy stuff, but i bet you feel better just talking to someone.
missmorbus:
how was the show.
looks like I may be taking a vacation pretty soon. (and lose my hearing in the process)
A Faith Called Chaos - Feb 14th (Dallas)
Walls of Jericho - Feb 15th (Shreveport)
Walls of Jericho/The AKAs/From Autumn to Ashes - Feb 17th (Dallas)
Dillinger Escape Plan/Locust - Feb 18th (Dallas)
thats alot of shows and travel, but i think im going to try to make...
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A Faith Called Chaos - Feb 14th (Dallas)
Walls of Jericho - Feb 15th (Shreveport)
Walls of Jericho/The AKAs/From Autumn to Ashes - Feb 17th (Dallas)
Dillinger Escape Plan/Locust - Feb 18th (Dallas)
thats alot of shows and travel, but i think im going to try to make...
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invalidation:
people suck to one another. I hope you feel better man. I know life is extra shitty with a topping of excrement sometimes. Just pray for rain to wash it all away.
missmorbus:
ooo
bah, today has been pretty crappy.
cold + rainy, ugh. i was planning on going out and taking some photos (i had today off), but unfortuantely the weather was lame and i stayed inside all day.
[emo] seeing my exgf interested in someone else has been pretty weird. although it really shouldnt bother me, it does. i cant explain it. they've been hanging out alot...
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cold + rainy, ugh. i was planning on going out and taking some photos (i had today off), but unfortuantely the weather was lame and i stayed inside all day.
[emo] seeing my exgf interested in someone else has been pretty weird. although it really shouldnt bother me, it does. i cant explain it. they've been hanging out alot...
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missmorbus:
thats good.
missmorbus:
me too....it was supposed to sleet last night, but i dont think it did.