Im so alone.
Generally, that is ok. I have become very accustomed to my singleness, my independance. But every now and then it hits me hard. And I remember that I dont want to be alone.
Note: Whatever you do and however strong you think you are, if you are single, DO NOT watch a 'date' movie with 2 happy couples. Trust me.
Just dont....
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Generally, that is ok. I have become very accustomed to my singleness, my independance. But every now and then it hits me hard. And I remember that I dont want to be alone.
Note: Whatever you do and however strong you think you are, if you are single, DO NOT watch a 'date' movie with 2 happy couples. Trust me.
Just dont....
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Dude.
Im a terrible person, or at least a terrible friend.
I dont know what happened I used to be nice and stuff. And keep my word. And keep plans. Ugh.
Oh well. I really just feel bad that I dont feel bad, if that makes sense. I feel like I should be worried, or try to change my actions. But, really, I dont care...
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Im a terrible person, or at least a terrible friend.
I dont know what happened I used to be nice and stuff. And keep my word. And keep plans. Ugh.
Oh well. I really just feel bad that I dont feel bad, if that makes sense. I feel like I should be worried, or try to change my actions. But, really, I dont care...
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vivadeath:
No big shows recently. Just a small wedding last week. Thats about it. (Pic below.)
Just be true to yourself. If those people around you think you are a bad person, then they aren't worth being around. Soon enough, they will make their way out of your life and everything will seem better and more calm. Make yourself happy. If you feel like being selfish, just do it. It will make you happier in the long run.
Just be true to yourself. If those people around you think you are a bad person, then they aren't worth being around. Soon enough, they will make their way out of your life and everything will seem better and more calm. Make yourself happy. If you feel like being selfish, just do it. It will make you happier in the long run.
jonnytrrrash7:
hehehe books are NOT bad for you....guess it depends on the books and what your take is on them......i say do what thou wilt...yr rite, no one is wrong, that greater good is within you.....such heavy thoughts for one so young you have my dear!! peace....... 
ps i am slowly recovering.....
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ps i am slowly recovering.....
[Edited on Jul 11, 2004 10:50AM]
Drove home drunk. Watched the street lights turn off.
Very exciting.
so drunk and my pop up stopper is broken. How am I supposed to watch porn?
I digress.
I had a great time tonight, thank you, friends. E and B, I know you werent ready tonight, but I definately want to have fun with you two. Tell me when.
Hearty heart hearts to all...
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Very exciting.
so drunk and my pop up stopper is broken. How am I supposed to watch porn?
I digress.
I had a great time tonight, thank you, friends. E and B, I know you werent ready tonight, but I definately want to have fun with you two. Tell me when.
Hearty heart hearts to all...
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jonnytrrrash7:
good fun! but be careful....
peart:
Pop up stoppers are the best. When of course they aren't being cock blocks. I hope you are doing well.
Havent posted in awhile, so I thought I should at least say something. So here are some random thoughts.
My pop up stopper is broken, which really sucks. I was spoiled for so long by having fast, uninterupted web browsing. Now I remember about life on the other side...
Had a good 4th of July. Mostly fun, tacos and alcohol. Much flirting.
Hung out with...
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My pop up stopper is broken, which really sucks. I was spoiled for so long by having fast, uninterupted web browsing. Now I remember about life on the other side...
Had a good 4th of July. Mostly fun, tacos and alcohol. Much flirting.
Hung out with...
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molonel:
Heh. So I'm back on the map, and I'm wondering where my internet stalker is? Give up so soon?
jonnytrrrash7:
aw, now you're flea bitten......glad you had a good 4th!
I feel like I miss everything.
Not in an emotional sense, like I miss my family. Not in a cranial intelligence sense like I dont understand math. But I feel like I wake up everyday, and something is gone. Something has passed, already happened, and I have missed it in my sleep.
I missed Warped. I missed Colins party. I missed countless job interviews for...
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Not in an emotional sense, like I miss my family. Not in a cranial intelligence sense like I dont understand math. But I feel like I wake up everyday, and something is gone. Something has passed, already happened, and I have missed it in my sleep.
I missed Warped. I missed Colins party. I missed countless job interviews for...
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jonnytrrrash7:
yeah babe, maybe i can visit albaquirky sometime, my dad lives in AZ so i can do the 2 birds with one song thing.....and we can bond over cheezy musicals!!!
jonnytrrrash7:
happy 4th of juyl!
I think I trained my cat. By accident, of course, and I trained him to have bad habits.
Whenever I am home, and in my room, he eats my plants. I love my plants, and mostly they are unharmed and healthy. But when I am here, the cat is playing in the plants. I then yell at him, grab him and hold him on my...
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Whenever I am home, and in my room, he eats my plants. I love my plants, and mostly they are unharmed and healthy. But when I am here, the cat is playing in the plants. I then yell at him, grab him and hold him on my...
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molonel:
It was very nice. It was a birthday present to myself, and I just did it on the spur of the moment.
You've been to a Denny's before, right?
You've been to a Denny's before, right?
vivadeath:
Like the new pic. Been up to anything fun lately?
EPITAPH OF GREENNESS
Its that time of year again, to ask yourself if its all real, or just been a dream.
Its that time of year again, to ask yourself if its all really happened.
Actors must make us think theyre real; Our friends must not make us think we are actors.
Do you see this man in black? Picture him as some icon into...
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Its that time of year again, to ask yourself if its all real, or just been a dream.
Its that time of year again, to ask yourself if its all really happened.
Actors must make us think theyre real; Our friends must not make us think we are actors.
Do you see this man in black? Picture him as some icon into...
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jonnytrrrash7:
thanks for some words to chew on
a spider is spinning its web right now, ON MY COMPUTER MONITOR SCREEN!
how odd.
its a very nice web, backlit with the pink of this website.
time for sleep. I obviously need to wake up and clean tomorrow.
how odd.
its a very nice web, backlit with the pink of this website.
time for sleep. I obviously need to wake up and clean tomorrow.
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bluefrog:
A couple shows farther back than Cuckoos, I was in Methods to Madness. It was an odd little original piece about being an actor in LA. Our reviews were good but not many people came to see it. Community theatre is a dying art form. Now that I've got my summer traveling out of the way it's time to do another show though.
I haven't gotten my tickets yet. Too broke from taking time off from work. I'll pick up an extra shift next week to spend on them though. Hopefully I won't be too far back.
I haven't gotten my tickets yet. Too broke from taking time off from work. I'll pick up an extra shift next week to spend on them though. Hopefully I won't be too far back.
jonnytrrrash7:
don't know what this means, exactly, but this is from the new wilco cd!
spiders are singing in the salty breeze
spiders are filling out tax returns
spinning out wevs of deductions and melodies
on a private beach in michigan
spiders are singing in the salty breeze
spiders are filling out tax returns
spinning out wevs of deductions and melodies
on a private beach in michigan
In the past 12 or so hours it feels as if I have gone having nothing to having everything.
Tonight was excellent
First of all, I got stabbed. Thats right, my face is now home to a brand new piece of metal. I will probably post pics later, but for now just know that I have a vertical labret piercing, to go along with my...
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Tonight was excellent
First of all, I got stabbed. Thats right, my face is now home to a brand new piece of metal. I will probably post pics later, but for now just know that I have a vertical labret piercing, to go along with my...
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jonnytrrrash7:
YAY!! about time things looked up and sounds like a great time you had.....my big thrill was changing my alias, whoopeee! might try to pierce my ear again, i wasn't feeling it way back when and never progressed past the stud stage...but i'm feeling more punk now so......yes, pics are in order for both you and me...soon, once i get over the digital phobias.....congrats on a successful summer solstice day, good way to start the season!
bluefrog:
I started to right about the festival here, but the post ended up kind of long and I don't want to hog up your space. I'll post it on my own.
Crying so hard.
Something is wrong with me.
I really want to talk to all involved parties, so E and C and whoever else, I know you read this so please give me a call, or even better, another email. Please.
Happy fathers day, dad.
Something is wrong with me.
I really want to talk to all involved parties, so E and C and whoever else, I know you read this so please give me a call, or even better, another email. Please.
Happy fathers day, dad.
jonnytrrrash7:
aw....happy summer solstice/pa's day to you!!
Admission to CD release party: $7
Water at the show: $1
5 hours of food, coffee, and conversation at IHOP: $8
Being too honest on your SG Journal: PRICELESS.
There are some things money cant buy, and for everthing else, theres
'please-shoot-me-in-the-face-while-im-ahead'.
Water at the show: $1
5 hours of food, coffee, and conversation at IHOP: $8
Being too honest on your SG Journal: PRICELESS.
There are some things money cant buy, and for everthing else, theres
'please-shoot-me-in-the-face-while-im-ahead'.
jonnytrrrash7:
ha ha ha!!! priceless indeed....that night wasn't exactly "saved by the bell" was it......or maybe it was, times a 100!!
hellcatjustine:
hahahhaahaha. I love it.
I stayed home, cooked, and watched a movie. but a friend did give me some rad new shoes.
I stayed home, cooked, and watched a movie. but a friend did give me some rad new shoes.
I feel like...
a failure
a copycat
lame lame lame
nothing. I will never amount to anything, or gain the respect of the people around me, or be cool enough or pretty enough or witty enough or smart enough or whatever the fuck enough for anyone.
I am so emo.
E is right, I give up too easily. I just complain and never try to...
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a failure
a copycat
lame lame lame
nothing. I will never amount to anything, or gain the respect of the people around me, or be cool enough or pretty enough or witty enough or smart enough or whatever the fuck enough for anyone.
I am so emo.
E is right, I give up too easily. I just complain and never try to...
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jonnytrrrash7:
jeez, what fucking show did you go to that could trigger this meltdown (tell me so i can avoid at all cost!) why don't you save all your money and get the hell out of dodge....and on your way home please stop here so i can give you a hug, jeez.............we'll watch musicals and commiserate...........ended up ditching the dead tix and turned that money into more records, maybe i should have procured you a ticket outta town.......ps i don't think you're a failure, you're just having a really hard time...
tinyelvis:
Keep the chin up camper! The only person that lives your WHOLE life is you. YOU. You are the only one that can make changes. Decisions are up to you. Simple. Now, it's the tuff part. Sticking to your decsions. Feeling good inside is tuff. It's an every day thing. For me, feeling good about myself is tuff. I've come to the point where I really don't give a shit what others think. That is also scary. Being young is going to be scary. But, you have all the right tools to make it. I sound like a camp counslor.... Just keep your head up and focus on the important things in life. Making yourself feel good inside!
Luv
E
Luv
E