Friday Aug 27, 2004

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I cant do this anymore.
But I dont know what this is.

Something bad is coming I can feel it. I just wish I knew what it was, and that I could stop it.

Saturday Aug 21, 2004

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Slightly conflicted. I cant decide what I need/want to do with anything. I have time for school, so should I get a loan and register? Should I just work hard at real job? Should I take this opportunity at being completly disconnected and move home? Or just visit home, and see how it goes, and then decide? But that takes money.

I still feel mostly...
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jonnytrrrash7:
that's a tough one......just sleep on it a little longer.......yay for mclusky and cole porter! i love ella fitzgerald's cole porter songbook-her voice and the sophisticated songwriting were/are a match made in heaven! smile

Sunday Aug 15, 2004

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Im in a really really good place. Happy and content overall. I had a great night last night, being stupid with my friends, eating pigs in a blanket and ants on a log (or canoe smile ) and rolling around on the floor like an idiot. I had a chance to get out of my normal thought processes and it really made me realise that things...
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jonnytrrrash7:
glad to see yr in a good space, kiddo....keep it up!!! smile
rorschach:
Haha, that's a great idea for a handle name biggrin

Thursday Aug 12, 2004

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Went to baseball yesterday. Training at AOL. Lonely.
tinyelvis:
Work a venue. Minnesota Fringe is one of the biggest in the Nation. 144 shows. 24 venues. pretty fun.

This year, I'm just a tech. I've produced about five shows at the fringe b4 tho.

How you been?

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tinyelvis:
Thats just the tip of the iceberg.

I've been working full time at the Guthrie Theater as an elec. I'm in the middle of a design of a show we did at the Penumbra theatre last Oct. We are remounting it at a nationa touring house. Triple the lights and more headache. Should be fun designing at the Orway Center tho. The show is called Dinah Was. A great musical. Half play and half musical. I'm not a musical guy tho, so I'm happy. Great blues music too.

AOL? Damn, things tuff. All I will say is, stick with the dream. It will be tuff, but it WILL come also. I've had to make some changes, but for the good. You might have to move to a more theatre driven town like Chicago/New York/Seattle/Twin Cities/L.A. (sorta).

Well, good luck to ya

Talk to ya later,

TinyE

if you ever want to talk about the business, we could talk in more detail.

Friday Aug 06, 2004

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So I officially work for AOL now.

I went to the first day of training today, got bombarded with a bunch of corporate feel good bull-crap, got a AOL mug, and a free cereal bar. Yea.

There is something in the work agreement thing I signed though which said you cant talk about AOL as an employee on 'any open browser.' Not suer what that...
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elscorcho:
Your name makes me crave starting a hit sitcom, and winning an emmy! tongue

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vivadeath:
AOL is teh devil. Don't say I didn't warn you. wink

Wednesday Aug 04, 2004

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What a mess.

Banking is hard. For some reason my bank erroneously charged me a $21 overdraft fee, when my account was nowhere near overdraft in the first place. But then, I bought gas and stuff from walmart, thinking I had money. That same day, my SG charge went through (which I had forgotten about), and I really did go into overdraft. Then, my bank...
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molonel:
Oh. And I'm back from Death Valley.
molonel:
And it was cool.

Thursday Jul 29, 2004

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Fuck caring. Apathy is power.
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evillynn:
You know...caring is also pain...Why the fuck should we care if it's gonna cause us to lose sleep? What the fuck good is pain to us?

PS added you back =)

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jonnytrrrash7:
yup...sometimes you can care too much......sorry your good friends are leaving you....wait, it sounds like they cared about you...... wink

Wednesday Jul 28, 2004

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The chapter has been revealed.

My best friend, since the first day of 6th grade, is leaving for college in about 18 hours. Her family is moving too, which means that she will not be coming anywhere near here again for a very long time. I dont see her that often; we rarely talk online anymore... its just the realization that the one person who...
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Tuesday Jul 27, 2004

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Its been a long time since my last update... Crazy week.

Lots of partying. Lots of random (but good!) hookups.

A chapter is coming to an end. I can feel it, I just dont know where and when. B and E, I love you guys. Im sorry if I have caused undue hurt but this is really the best way. Really.
jonnytrrrash7:
sweet....hope you turn the corner into something.....delightful!!! smile
theinsomniac:
Hey, thanks for the support in the theatre group. smile

Tuesday Jul 20, 2004

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Like whoa, Im a bad decision maker.

Got drunk, got lonely, crashed the car. Bad idea. I aimed for a pole but hit a curb instead. Blew 2 tires, lost 2 hubcaps, and wasted all the rest of my money on repairs. Fuck.

Lots of other interesting things, but I cant remember them right now. Too upset with myself and my stupidity.
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jonnytrrrash7:
yep, way more uplifting than the warp tour for me....maybe i should have gotten crushed in more mosh pits?? i heard this warp thing drew the most people ever.....? see !!! if they come anywhere near you!! how's it goin"? smile
molonel:
Waynesboro was ... interesting. I loved the people I worked with, but I find it hard to maintain interest in a town where I'm not trusted to make my own decisions about drinking. It was a dry town. One bar in the whole damn town, and nothing harder than Miller and Bud Light. Screw that. Otherwise, it was hot, it was humid and they worked me like a dog. But it was rewarding, too, and they appreciated my work.

Friday Jul 16, 2004

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Ive had a life altering night.

At least, I think I did.

Talked to a bunch of really great people. Had a gathering at my house. Decided NOT to take the AOL job.

My life outlook is so different because of the conversations we had tonight. Thank you, friends.

PS. This is a shout out to Martin and Ben. You guys rock!!
jonnytrrrash7:
glad to hear you had a re-energizing night! re-charge on!!
jonnytrrrash7:
contemplating a name change. are we.........??? wink

Tuesday Jul 13, 2004

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Still alone.

Should feel lucky. Dont have a boy away at war, dont have an STD, dont have to worry about motorcycle accidents. Just to name a few.

I dont feel lucky.
I feel lonely.

Note: (addenda) Dont watch ANY movies with happy couples. Still trust me. Just dont.
jonnytrrrash7:
reminds me of that joe jackson song on "look sharp" lp: "happy loving couples, you ain't no friends of mine....." check it out, could be your new anthem (unfortunately)....hope business picks up soon! smile
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