This is one of my fave things in the whole world at the moment... i LOVE this guy!!!...
My Xmas has been pretty sweet so far... but I know that there is a bitterness yet to come... this boy...
was my first ever love at 15 years old... we were best friends before and after that too. We lost touch a few years ago tho but since July we've found each other again and instantly without any effort by either of us have become even closer friends than we ever were before. Now this is all awesome.... but the thing is on New Year's Day he's moving to Thailand... for good really.... and it actually physically hurts to think that he won't be here anymore. But saying that, i would never ever begrudge him going traveling and following his dreams, it really will be the best thing he's ever done and I know he's the type of person the relish every moment and love every second of it... and i really wish him all the best... but... i'll miss him. It's selfish i know... but i really will be lost again without him. He's my best friend and i love him. Luckily he's flying out from London and i'm in London over the new year so i'll get to see him on new year's day before he heads to the airport. I think saying goodbye to him will most definitely be hard!
Anyway... I hope each and everyone of you as had a good day today, one filled with love and contentment... and booze... lots and lots of booze!
My Xmas has been pretty sweet so far... but I know that there is a bitterness yet to come... this boy...
was my first ever love at 15 years old... we were best friends before and after that too. We lost touch a few years ago tho but since July we've found each other again and instantly without any effort by either of us have become even closer friends than we ever were before. Now this is all awesome.... but the thing is on New Year's Day he's moving to Thailand... for good really.... and it actually physically hurts to think that he won't be here anymore. But saying that, i would never ever begrudge him going traveling and following his dreams, it really will be the best thing he's ever done and I know he's the type of person the relish every moment and love every second of it... and i really wish him all the best... but... i'll miss him. It's selfish i know... but i really will be lost again without him. He's my best friend and i love him. Luckily he's flying out from London and i'm in London over the new year so i'll get to see him on new year's day before he heads to the airport. I think saying goodbye to him will most definitely be hard!
Anyway... I hope each and everyone of you as had a good day today, one filled with love and contentment... and booze... lots and lots of booze!
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thats quite refreshing and lovely and nice, and thats kinda how i know you on this site- really nice and lovely and esp classy