Don't let your emotions get pent up for to long. Find a good outlet and let'em rip. Wish I could be there for you,or help in some way. Hope you find your release.
You called! Well ill tell you what will make you feel better. A misery imp. They are these little ghoulish looking creatures that build a little home over you bed and feed off of you sad emotions. While you dispare they sit there and grown in exstacy. Yet if you have a really good day they get really thin and emaciated. Its really funny. You can order them online.
Best Wishes