Ben says he would lose respect for me if I became an SG.
I dont see that at all... I mean, Ive done a lot of disrespecting things with myself in my life and suicide girls well, it would be the most respectful thing Id have ever done nude.
Ive come so far these past couple of years. My first relationships were ugly and abusive. I hated myself. I cut myself. I gave myself out. I clung to people who treated me like shit I believed I was nothing. I didnt care.
And then I met Ben.
It took a lot of work and lots of love and patience but now Im who I am today. Two years later, and I finally feel confident and in control and ready to take on the world.
And the one man who picked me up and forced me to see the beauty in myself wont allow me to express it.
But I really feel that its something I need to do.
Finding suicidegirls.com has helped me complete the last stage of my journey. These were just the female role models Id been craving.
So bold and confident, these girls are really in control.
And now I want to give something back.
This is my outlet.
I would love to be apart of something so raw and feminine
I see it as a healthy, constructive way to express my sexuality.
And that is why I want to be a Suicide Girl.
I dont see that at all... I mean, Ive done a lot of disrespecting things with myself in my life and suicide girls well, it would be the most respectful thing Id have ever done nude.
Ive come so far these past couple of years. My first relationships were ugly and abusive. I hated myself. I cut myself. I gave myself out. I clung to people who treated me like shit I believed I was nothing. I didnt care.
And then I met Ben.
It took a lot of work and lots of love and patience but now Im who I am today. Two years later, and I finally feel confident and in control and ready to take on the world.
And the one man who picked me up and forced me to see the beauty in myself wont allow me to express it.
But I really feel that its something I need to do.
Finding suicidegirls.com has helped me complete the last stage of my journey. These were just the female role models Id been craving.
So bold and confident, these girls are really in control.
And now I want to give something back.
This is my outlet.
I would love to be apart of something so raw and feminine
I see it as a healthy, constructive way to express my sexuality.
And that is why I want to be a Suicide Girl.
I was so happy when I applied and got accepted here. Now my idea's for a set are pending out of fear. One of my friends said he would 'lose all respect' for me if I did it...