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Fuck this motherfucking guitar!!!!!!!! There's something else wrong with it. BBBBBLEAEAEAEAEAERRRRGRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!! That's it. Next time I get on a stage I'm totally smashing this bitch.

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girlordinary:
Come sing elliott smith for me.
alohra:
I didn't mean to imply that your journal is ALWAYS devoid of interest, just your last entry....and perhaps this one. The only cars I care about are black El Caminos and champagne colored Porsches.
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I can't get into my web e-mail and it's driving me insane. Don't these people know not to upset my daily routine? Curse you Earthlink...Curse your wretched hide.

The groups I'm in are boring. I think I bore other people and yet find other people boring mostly. Where's the middle ground? Where are the ones I really want to talk to? You know who you...
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alohra:
You're sooo very right about the boards. I tried them out for awhile, but I expect too much entertainment out of others. All of the people just want to talk about meaningless crap. Meaningless crap is only acceptable if it's highly amusing. If you said something interesting in your journal, then I would have something interesting to respond to, but it is DEVOID OF INTEREST!!! Therefore I will tell you that my worst, most irrational fear was realized last night. I'm deathly afraid of moths and last night I returned to my dorm late at night to find one perched above my bed. My theory has always been that moths are just biding their time until they leap down our throats and choke us to death with their powdery grossness. Well, I got really freaked out about the moth and as I was searching for something to kill it with, it ACTUALLY FLEW INTO MY MOUTH!!!!!!! It was the worst thing EVER!...! I coughed it up and stomped on it, but yeah...that's my interesting contribution of the day. sick.
heatherann007:
*le gasp* If this does turn into a complete song, you WILL call me up and play it for me. Comprendes?
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I don't even know why I care. I'm better than this. Or at least I've been through it 100 times before so it shouldn't bother me. But it does. If you have invested any of yourself in the other person then it hurts like crazy when they say or do or don't say or do something. How does one fix this? I don't know. Does...
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beta:
i ate an entire bag of haribo gummy bears today.
my compulsive gorge of the day.
i didn't just eat them during the course of a day...
i ate them in like 5 minutes.
the little bastards sit heavy.
*hiccup.

the arcade fire: neighborhood.
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Have you ever wanted to have a profound effect on someone? Like have something you say just mean the world to them? Or change them some way, hopefully for the better, so they'll never forget you? I just want to feel connect instead of disconnect. No matter how much I like someone else I've never felt anything "clicking". I wish it would. I wish someone...
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leya:
shut up the lot of you, It's fucking 90 in my house right now and I'm dying.

That being said, sadly, I think the most profound impact Ive had on someone's life thanks to something I said was scarring them for life with a joke that I thought was funny and didn't realize would hurt them. I'd give anything to take that moment back.......isn't it sad though if you scar someone for life you'll know a bout it but if I've ever said anything that positively changed someone's life I've never known.

oh god or maybe I'm evil?
leya:
oh now you think I'm evil? It honestly was a mistake I didn't think what I said would hurt him at the time..for real.
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Oh wow. My favorite Suicide Girls all look the same. And I would swear up and down that I don't have a type. The ex was a blonde...Maybe this is how I rebel.

I wish I could make the girls on my friends list my faves.


Oh and there's this: Iiiiiii yi yiiii wanna be a lifeguard. (Lifeguard) Iiiii yi yiiii wanna guard your life!...
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leya:
HAHAHAHA you've just realized you blatently have a thing for the sultry brunette types?

and I must, as a girl, disagree with how to get a fuck buddy. Um if someone ever said to me "I like you but not enough for a relationship" and then tried to get in my pants? Uh yeah, unless she had some self-worth issues I think most women would just kick your ass.

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girlordinary:
Hmm... I do notice a trend....
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I think we have a winner. This dude came by to try out today and he was as good as Tim (Timmy!). He didn't have a problem jumping between the rock and the country-ish ones and was confident playing an improvised solo on the first or second try. The bad thing, which is really NOT that bad is he was 43. Not to be an...
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heatherann007:
lol... when you said {Struts}, I pictured that scene from Urban Cowboy when John Travolta is strutting down the street. Just too funny. biggrin
heatherann007:
Kelis. Yes. Your milkshake brings all the boys to the yard?
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Well, I guess I was sort of right. Maybe because Kerry hadn't conceded I only got out of one ticket. The unsafe lane changing ticket was dismissed. I was very good at explaining that part but explaining the speeding when they have radar readings on you is much more difficult. It was fucking hilarious when the trooper read what I'd said to him. Prick, writing...
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beta:
hey, you remind me of eliot smith. face-wise. how are you?
beta:
yeah, sorry i spelled elliott wrong...i was thinking t.s. eliot for some reason. oh, but not thinking that you look like t.s. eliot but...okay. shhh, desiree.

yeah, it's neither. you just remind me of him. =)
take it as a compliment.
because he rocked until he died, no?
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I can't watch this election coverage anymore. I feel nauseous. How weird is that? I'm going to take a sleeping pill to knock myself out. I have traffic court tomorrow, finally. I'm predicting that a Kerry victory will result in my officer not showing up and me getting off scot-free. A Bush victory equals paying the fines and getting the points. And this is a...
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