Woke up feeling out of sorts, in need of...something. It's my mom's birthday and I am smoking ribs and a brisket, so I think that will provide me with some time to sink into tending the smoker so I can clear some of the fog from my head. There's a Hobo Johnson song (if you haven't listened to him yet, please do, he's a fucking...
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It's 5:30 in the morning. I haven't slept, and I just started Hobo With a Shotgun for the first time in years. I think I'm still awake because I went to the gym for the first time in months, and my body and mind are quite pleased. I should clearly do that more often.
I have a ton of things to do that I could...
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I've been reflecting a lot lately on where I'm at, where I've been, and where I'm going. I've been through a lot in terms of love in my life, not a lot of it positive in nature. This is not exclusive to romantic love, but rather with my ability to love myself and consistently recognize my own value.
This difficulty was compounded by the fact...
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It’s 1:00 in the morning on All Saints’ Day, and I’m sitting in a casino hotel room just soaking up the vibes. They are so lovely, and I am still in awe of my budding ability to sink into that good feeling and just sort of nest there while I can. For as long as I can remember, I have been afraid to be openly...
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It's finally Halloween guys, my tied-for-favorite holiday (Saint Pat's is the other, obviously), and I am feeling the Samhain vibes in the best way on this late night. I've been broadcasting on CB and listening to Misfits and old AFI the last couple of hours and it's just perfect.
I think I've always been drawn to Halloween because of the way it brings the macabre...
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Last night I attended a Halloween party with a group of people I had not spent much time with lately. This time last year I was in a really dark place with myself and the group of friends I loved dearly because we were growing apart. I wanted so badly to keep us all together that I lost sight of how harmful it was to...
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Baby Dart the Troncat and I each had a nice little nap this afternoon. I was preparing for a Halloween party tonight, and he was preparing for a night of...more sleeping.
I've had Troncat since he was dumped at a clinic I was teching at when he was maaaaybe 3 weeks old. He sleeps with his little paws curled and I have probably over 500...
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So I knew there would be a wait for my first Hopeful Set to go up, but I was definitely surprised to find out that it is going to be 4 months. I think it will be a great opportunity to blog, network, and interact with everyone on here so I have a better feel for things when my set goes up in MR.
But,...
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...I am not a man of wealth or taste. I do enjoy the Stones, though, so I couldn't miss an opportunity to open with that line.
I'm actually a 31 year old heavily tattooed lady with taste that far surpasses my "wealth." I have never blogged. I have never modeled. This is all new to me, and I am pretty damn excited to explore this...
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