Lot of things changed in my life recently..and this is really weird.
I feel i'm on the brink of collapse.
And i must be carefull every day to not fall...like if this time was my last chance
I'm in some kind of void, totally lonelly, totally free, in fact there is nothing to disturb me and everything going in the right direction just like if the energies sourrounding me were pushing me exactly where i want to be
The only thing holding me back is that voice in my head making me doubt.
Like if i was my own ennemy...
But this is not real so why is it so hard to not listen to it?
I feel i'm on the brink of collapse.
And i must be carefull every day to not fall...like if this time was my last chance
I'm in some kind of void, totally lonelly, totally free, in fact there is nothing to disturb me and everything going in the right direction just like if the energies sourrounding me were pushing me exactly where i want to be
The only thing holding me back is that voice in my head making me doubt.
Like if i was my own ennemy...
But this is not real so why is it so hard to not listen to it?
78walk:
It's a major part of the human condition that we are so often our own worst enemy. But it is possible to recognize our mistakes and make positive changes. You know I'm pulling for you. 
nikonphoto80:
Change is hard but it can also be very good, our own mind can be our worst enemy, we have to look at the change and try to adapt and make the change something positive.