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it's a motherfucker. being here without you.
thinking about the good times. thinking about the bad.

and i won't ever be the same.

it's a motherfucker. just getting thru a sunday.
talking to the walls just me again.

but i won't ever be the same. i won't ever be the same.

it's a motherfucker. how much i understand.
the feeling that you need someone. to...
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kismi:
I just vouched for you in the SGSF group! biggrin
kismi:
Will you update your damn journal already?!
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manko should have a top ten single in the UK charts within the year. that is, if i have anything to say about it. and i hope that i do.
london:
thanks !!!
kismi:
Happy Valentine's Day!

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my rather lengthy crush on one flux was recently rekindled. when did the audio files arrive? how much have i been working lately?

i thought she was ideal before, but now? what a voice. nice to know someone so cool walks about on the west coast.

thanks!
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let's just get this out there and over for the last time and then we'll move on.

the iPod box contains:
the white in ear bud-style headphones
the power transformer for a wall outlet
the firewire to dock cable
the usb 2.0 to dock cable
the mac + pc iTunes installer cd

yum. you want one or not?
trixel:
yes.

I want someone else to pay for it though. tongue
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so i came home from work tonight and there it was, "it's a wonderful life". it was in b&w, so i kept it on and well, alright, i watched it all. but i think i like parts of that movie that no one talks about. i think it's sad for reasons no one ever talks about.

george was supposed to leave bedford falls, remember? his...
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trixel:
the falling apart and coming together thing. I've been thinking about that lately, how all the muddling seems to be creating.

I need to watch that movie again. It's been years.

If you see me on IM, message me. I need a proper update on what's going on. robot kiss
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so, i finally got a little breathing room in me bank accounts. i have a slight chance of making it here as long as i keep things close to the bone and budget with a degree of severity i have not been able to muster before.

i celebrated by purchasing the new u2 cd, "how to dismantle an atomic bomb". i have always found their...
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trixel:
damn, I've not been in the parts in a long time. Sounds like I missed quite a bit about your move. I'd love to talk to you about it, really talk. I'm sorry I've been such a scatterbrain on IM when you've talked to me previously. Fact of the matter is, I have fallen in love, with all of the painful and lovely connotations which accompany it. I'm slightly less distracted in some ways now that I have actually been able to hold my beloved one, as opposed to only listen to his voice and see his pixels and such.

So long and short of it, I may be a decent conversationalist finally. robot kiss

ps. message me on im if you see me on. trillian's been kicking my ass and I can't see people sometimes. frown
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i am not afraid of anything in this world...
repeat: i am not afraid of anything in this world.
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i got an email the other day from a good friend with the subject line, "a loose kite". loved the sound of it. just sort of kept playing with it in my head, repeating it over and over to myself. creativity is a bit like being insane, anyway. when i got home the other last evening, i kicked about the idea of going out and...
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kismi:
Oh Timmy!!! How I miss thee. We can go out for PB and pancakes whenever you want! Do you work today? Let's go to IHOP for lunch!!! kiss
kismi:
Awe crap! My boss just came to my desk to remind me that she is taking me out to lunch for my birthday today (of course I acted like I totally remembered). ARG! I really do not want to go to lunch with the evil wench! mad What are you doing tonight? Can I come make you dinner? I can make either PB pancakes or stir fry with all of the fresh veggies I got at the LG farmers market on Sunday. Wadda ya say? ooo aaa
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i've become unstuck in time. working retail puts my weekends on tues & wed. i'm up late while everyone else is off to bed with work in the morning. it's all very odd. makes for little social life and fewer chances of building one. hmmmmm... maybe i need to start something? really i have no idea.

i enjoy getting lost 3 blocks from home, never...
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weekend no. 2 here in sunny, breezy ca. terribly nice time here. though it occurred to me that my downstairs neighbor is not moving furniture at exactly 11pm, oh no, he is banging on his ceiling in order to have me stop working on music. this simply will not do. oh no. if you'd like to come up and chat with me, please do, i'll...
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trixel:
ain't apartment living grand? I'm lucky to only really touch one apartment. I'm in the top corner of the building. The guy downstairs plays music late, and so do I. love

I need a proper chat with you soon. robot kiss
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weekend no. 2 here in sunny, breezy ca. terribly nice time here. though it occurred to me that my downstairs neighbor is not moving furniture at exactly 11pm, oh no, he is banging on his ceiling in order to have me stop working on music. this simply will not do. oh no. if you'd like to come up and chat with me, please do, i'll...
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