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Just when I thought I was out, they pull me back in.
I got a call at about 9 last night from one of the guys I used to work for. He came to me in friendship and asked a favor.

He needed my services one more time - one last contract.

So, I had to get up at 5:15 this morning in order to...
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hyenahell:
i can't even decide on a first tattoo... and i've been considering it for almost a decade. i've almost resigned myself to the fact that i'll never be comfortable enough with putting any image on my body permanently; i think it has to do with being an image maker. or with being a flake. pick one.

i tend to ascribe too much meaning to the trivial as well. i've heard both god/the devil are in the details. i certainly believe it. and you're definitely right about the small things standing out when life throws the big ones at you. i have all these heavy notions kind of looming in the background- my city being destroyed, moving, buying a house, going back to school, being separated from everyone i know.

but it's the small things that bother me most. being jolted out of my routine, however lame a routine it was. going to the park. the streets i used to walk on. knowing that my bar would be there, and open, and full of my friends whenever i felt the urge to drag myself out of my hermit's cave. knowing, and being known.

right now i feel like everything would be okay if i could just get back a little bit of that routine. and it's odd. because i never thought that would be what i needed. living life on the fly, hand-to-mouth, is a lot harder than it seems. wink
hopey:
The terminator? Hahahahaha

Bang the gong get it on.
Busy day for me today........
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Gonna keep this short. I swear.

I just scheduled my 2nd sitting with (shameless plug) Miles Maniaci. September 23rd. He'll finish the major components of the outline, which should include work on the right (starboard?) cheek of my gorgeous ass.
Pictures will be posted.

Also of note:
I fucking hate being patient.
Seriously.
If asked what I would rather do than be patient, the...
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dc2020:
I've been a lurker bee lately, not saying much, just watching, and waiting...

Re: A. Bourdaine, I read that shit in less than 12 hours, with a break for a movie with my man Dave, IIRC. I never did 10 foot lines of coke off of a bar, but I didn't cook in NY in the 80s, either.

RE: Gene and Georgietti's. Are you kidding me? Perhaps my worst Chicago meal.

kristie:
Hi there! smile
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First sitting.
Objective: Basic outline
Status: Attained

This is the story.
Watanabe no Tsuna

That version of the story was adapted as a children's folk tale. Mike Malone tells a version in which Oni (the ogre) retrieves the arm and strikes Watanabe down. I've heard both versions more than once, but Rollo's the one who told Miles and I the story, so his version is...
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cklarock:
Sophie and I are going to my uncle's 50th birthday party in Dallas. DC2020 will be there and we're going to get our fun on.
kristie:
Wow! eeek That's quite a piece you've got going there!

Thank you so much for your kind words during the past few days. They are very much appreciated.

smile
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The horizon awaits.
The pedal is down.
8 cylinders roaring toward one future.
kiss kiss kiss

^^
I'm keeping that part because it's as true now as it was last time I wrote. In fact, I'd say that I'm more committed to it today than I was weeks ago. My heart is more alive now than it has been in ages. Simply put, I'm basking, and I don't...
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hopey:
You aren't on messenger, i will call, but i am off to bed in a minute.
kristie:
Thanks for your well wishes.
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I'm really sick of looking at the last update. Dwelling on the pact made between necessity and negativity isn't something in which I have any interest.

Both within and in spite of the demands of unwelcome decisions, I've found happiness. Sudden, overwhelming happiness. It's been some time since I've been consumed by that kind of happiness, and it's made me think about my world and...
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cklarock:
Hahahahaha, fuck Huggins. He was a scumbag and he fucked his players.
laceyglove:
Hi it's me again. I was reading kikiBHcomments and saw you talking about her picture. We took those at my house, and yes it is our baby an Eames. The most comfortable chair ever, we have a baby plastic white one, this guy



they are cute!

Sorry for the comment snooping, have a great day kiss

[Edited on Aug 24, 2005 4:39PM]
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It's been decided.

I'm about to invite an old friend, someone I've been close to for nearly fifteen years, to exit my life.

I'm not looking forward to this, but there's no other choice. We, once, shared the same demons. I recently reminded myself of that in all the wrong ways. A bad decision? Yes, but it was mine. A few years ago, I chose...
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hyenahell:
i've had to do that before. it is painful, but it's always for the best. i'm too impulsive as it is, and don't really need people who encourage my self-destructive nature. i always play this one Lou Reed song, "Hangin' Round", because i'm one of those people who honestly believes her life is actually a movie, and has a soundtrack with appropriate tunes for certain moments.

"You keep hangin' 'round me, and I'm not so glad you found me- You're still doing things that I gave up years ago..."

that's it in a nutshell, for me. i just don't have time for it anymore.
kristie:
You tryin' to start some shit?


It was definately a job for Bootsy, baby.
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I saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory tonight.
Late show.
Alone.
Theater almost empty.
Just how I like it.

It's still sinking in, and I'm fairly certain I liked it. I'd attempt to review it haiku as an homage to Twwly, but my impressions haven't solidified enough yet to even attempt a succinct, eastern, poetic summary. Instead, I think it would be best to...
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hopey:
Still no Yahoo account huh?
Color is important, but, not all important.

Yeah, i have already seen what you look like. Ok, i will stop asking. I wouldn't give you one either right now. Send me a regular one.

You didn't answer my big question.
hopey:
I own quite a few cocks actually. I think i have pics of at least three members...........members. If you want one, you got it.

Yahoo.com............messenger. Sign up? I have a yahoo email account, not sure how else it is done. I am sure the page will say.

I will wait until you get that to beg to know the big answer.
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Two updates in a week?!
Madness.....
or just participation.
Either way.
Now, make with the readin'.

Round Two: Complete
Strategies employed:

12..Seize The Opportunity To Lead The Sheep Away.
While carrying out your plans be flexible enough to take advantage of any opportunity that presents itself, however small, and avail yourself of any profit, however slight.

14..Borrow A Corpse To Raise The Spirit.
Take an...
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cklarock:

"paralysis of analysis"

How'd you do that?
I think that you may have just cured angst with three words. Damn you got skill.



Ah, I can't take credit for that one. That's a phrase I first picked up in A.A.

Look, analyze, act, act, act.

dc2020:
This relates to the Why Are You Here thread in CK's journal: I think it's funny that you became friends with Sophie and CK on SG, and then met, but we met in real life first, and now are becoming friends!

As to your long preface: Dude, I love the fact that you can express yourself through writing. I'm so slow and sloppy, I get frustrated and have to quit before long. I'm a little jealous, but it'll pass. smile
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Round One
Lesson learned -
It's not that kind of fight.

The onset of Round Two finds me lost somewhere between the worlds of the spiritually surreal and the submissive.

I love you, Dad.

*********

In other news, Mythbusters is a sexy fucking show.

Yet another tale of near bathroom calamity!
Left hand: Toothpaste. Very good.
Right hand: Razor

Abort!!! Abort!!!

Man, I hope they...
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darklis:
I think I may have said it's 'too hot to go swimming' earlier as well. You just want to sit there, sweating, mad, and whiny in this weather.

Car 'holes' is madly funny. I think I like that one better.
flick:
I have tried working on my pectoral muscles, maybe it's working then.