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bored. ARRR!!!
desmodius:
busy...
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deadman69:
hope you feel better... frown
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Driving [up] to Jacksonville International todayto drop off Amanda and Katy [friends from back home] for their flight.

I have a lot to say once I get back, things I've been dying to just throw out there. But currently I think I need a cup of Mango Juice [my obsession] a cigarette, and a loud object to wake them up with...

Because I am smart...
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desmodius:
hee hee. Belly bomb them while you are playing some kinda heavy music.... they'll appreciate the instant consciousness.....lol
throw away lass, mental baggage is like fine wine to me....again i say....lol
enjoy the drive, and if you get a chance, find fred durst and smack him for that dumb assed chocolate starfish album... thank you...
laters
_biblia_:
I have that same tshirt you are wearing in your profile pic! Cute!

This is rather belated-- but welcome to FL!
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I have to go to the laundromart...after typing this.
I have a lot on my mind right now. <3 ::sigh::

I have some fun new pictures to post.
...Just haven't sat down to do it yet haha.
[Sowwie!]

But then those of you that don't know what a side-swept bang is...will know. I know you all have seen it just didn't know what the excact...
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bubz:
The laundromat will give you plenty of time to think. However , when I go to 1 myself , I usualy get depressed for whatever reason ,I hope you have better luck. lol tootles smile
desmodius:
i read at the laundromat. people leave me alone and i am happy with that all and all. there really isn't anything else to do at a laundromat except think and read, and maybe hit the snack machine for some famous amos cookies... mmmmmmmm...
anyway. i hope that you got at least some of the stuff sorted out in your psyche...
toodles to you too.

ps... a girl surfer using the word toodles... where have i heard of something like that before? hmmmmmmm...
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to clarify the last post, i didn't cut my hair off.
that my friend will never happen...ever again.

when my hair was pink and purple and every other color of the rainbow i cut the back really short and spiked it and left the front long.

I havent stepped foot into a hair salon (unless with a friend to witness them getting their hair played...
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deadman69:
baked beans are better....post pics of your hair since i am easily confused frown
shivasshakti:
Two years is so long! I've tried to grow my hair long before, but I always get too impatient and have to get it cut, like, two months into it. blush
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holy crap i finally came up with the guts to cut some of my hair, ahh! it looks cute. ill take pictures and probably post them by tommarow <3
desmodius:
cool beans!!!
you don't know how long i've had that wierd assed nugget of a saying in my head...
feels good to get it out... ahhhhh...
i'm glad you like your hair short.
laters
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Today was pretty slow at work, well on and off.
I read a lot of my book, it was quiet.
My new [default] picture, I actually took while at work.
Neat, eh?

Anyways
I'm still sore but I decided to start working out more now that I'm settled in here I can get back to what I once was.
I went for a run today...
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shivasshakti:
Yeah, there don't seem to be many other members from your area, although my husband and I go down there lots. Have you been to the winery there? I think it's called San Sabastian, and there's a jazz bar and everything. We keep meaning to do that.
deadman69:
ummmmmmmmmmm myspace is evil tongue biggrin
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Yesterday I went out and went surfing, it was awesome.
I haven't gotten to go out in like 2-3 weeks because of work and lack of energy I suppose.
But I finally caught my first wave!
...and then I fell
...and cut up my knee.
I also twisted my ankle.
Haha, what fun?!
I'm so sore today, and I was worse last night.
I was...
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lotus_mind:
patience, sweet lady! wink have you read the girls FAQ?!
http://suicidegirls.com/girlsfaq/
desmodius:
awww... i hope you make it lass. i'm rooting for you...
stiff upper lip little soldier...
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i had my pictures taken on feb 6th [my birthday] and havent heard anything back from the photgrapher or from SG....

i dunno if i should be patient or ask whats going on...
it stinks cause i was really excited about all of it...
and now it seems like the dream is fading... </3
analogcolor:
Who was the photog?
desmodius:
don't let it get you down lass. something tells me that these take time. and trust me... a lot of women that are truly hot, (like yourself.) never make it to sg status from what i have been told by different women that i've talked to on here. fear not... even if for some far fletched reason they do not take your set, you are still a hottie. but if you are worried about it, you should contact missy about it, but just give it awhile first. from what i hear... she's a busy lady...
later hotty mc hot hot.
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i changed the pic again. only because I like that one better.
it's my myspace picture too, haha.

recently someone from back home died, night before last actually.
I knew him. we weren't close.
But his brother, Russ and I have been hanging out since I was in 8th grade. I love that kid.
they were so close.
I don't know what to say or...
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desmodius:
i ahve lost everyone that mattered to me in my life so far save for freinds, both sets of grand parents, my mother and father, and me and my little brother have not spoken since around 96', so we are effectively dead to each other..
plus a few freinds dead from accident and drugs...
but in truth their really isn't anything that you can do for him... he just has to deal with it and move on... the only thing you could do was be there if he felt like talking... i have always had absolutley no one around when i found out someone, so i have always been my own support system...
i am sorry for your freinds loss though... it hurts.
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okay, so i just posted a entry, and it didnt post for whatever reason, so now for shits and giggles I will recap what I just wrote, which is now lost in cyberspace.

I went to the tattoo and piercing place, like I said. meh.
Nothing happened.

But I did un-retire my lip piercing, and opened it back up.
And I heart it. I'm thinking...
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desmodius:
i like the pic... kinda look amazed, like the expression, amazed and dazed...
a cat store, presumably were they exclusively buy and barter cats and cat paraphenalia for money? aka... my kittens would go katnip crazed and rampage the store like thirsty vikings afterm the grog barrel boat...
i miss my septum piercing... frown
though i am happy to hear about your new old piercing excursion... i love a woman that chinks a little....
enjoy visiting the new kin ... later
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ive randomly decided to go the piercing and tattoo shop.
just to browse.
but who knows what may happen. <3

i just...i just cant help myself.

te-he blush
desmodius:
you would look hotter the hell with a septum piercing. i miss mine... might get it back soon. maybe tonight... yay!!! piercings... i miss mine so... freakin part time jobs... grrrr....