i think i have forgotten how important the little things were, are,... will be...
each day spent as a protector...
i have forgotten how to have fun, real fun...
without being constantly vigilant for fear of danger.
when you are a bringer of new life, you defend it with every breath.
i seem to have forgotten how to sit back and relax... how to engage in the present, without worrying about an unknown future, or a hidden danger... wondering, worrying if unconscious thoughts manifest in some hidden, but ever-present hell just around the corner...the fear of releasing my unwavering attempts at foresight, and overlooking a potential hazard.
now that i'm aware that the "parent" in me, has oppressed my inner child,
i may allow myself to capitulate - to frolic - to be anew,
even if only just before sunrise - as they are sleeping safely.
dreaming in happy whispers, of the life i hope to give them.
hello there world.
i love you.
nice to see you again.
each day spent as a protector...
i have forgotten how to have fun, real fun...
without being constantly vigilant for fear of danger.
when you are a bringer of new life, you defend it with every breath.
i seem to have forgotten how to sit back and relax... how to engage in the present, without worrying about an unknown future, or a hidden danger... wondering, worrying if unconscious thoughts manifest in some hidden, but ever-present hell just around the corner...the fear of releasing my unwavering attempts at foresight, and overlooking a potential hazard.
now that i'm aware that the "parent" in me, has oppressed my inner child,
i may allow myself to capitulate - to frolic - to be anew,
even if only just before sunrise - as they are sleeping safely.
dreaming in happy whispers, of the life i hope to give them.
hello there world.
i love you.
nice to see you again.
mfarring13:
and nice to see you again! never forget your inner child, it is the key to happiness and ignorance for what the world has told you how you should feel