I have come to the conclusion we live in a very voyeuristic world. We love to get glimpses into others worlds. Especially if we know the people or have some connection to them, we love to learn about there little secrets.
When people find out that I am bi and learn that I have been with a woman they tend to want to know the details. So here it goes for any of you reading this, here are the juicy little details.
I knew from a young age, as young as 12 or 13 that I was attracted to woman, but at the same time I was attracted to boys so I figured that was just normal and never really thought much about it. As a teenage in high school I did not dare speak of my attraction to woman for fear of being ridiculed so I just stayed quiet. I allowed my desires to flourish in my fantasies and that is as far as it ever went.
Many years later I happened to be reading the local paper and noticed something in the personals section caught my eye. There was a section for woman seeking woman.so this piqued my curiosity and the questions started floating about what it would be like to actually do it. I was in a serious relationship with a man so I figured that my fantasy of being with a woman would be just that, a fantasy.
I knew men always fantasize about a threesome so I thought I might start the ball rolling and suggest that I may have a weird dream that I was with a woman. I just wanted to get a reaction and see what the response was. It was good but again it never went any further. Mr. Man in my life didn't really think I was hinting at anything. For me the idea of being with a woman got shelved again.
I was about 26 when I decided I really wanted to see what it was like so finally I told Mr. Man in My life that I was interested in women. He just thought I was trying to get him turned on because I knew that was his fantasy. With out to much convincing he realized I was really into trying this out.
First stumbling block, where do I find a woman? You have to remember this is in 1996 and the online dating sites were just making there debut and I am from a small city, plus I wanted a threesome. Believe me this was no easy task.
The hunt began. I started searching online sites that had anything to do with bisexuality, replying to on-line personals and adding my personal info to website guest books. This seemed to be the most arduous task I had ever undertaken. I met lot of girls but none I connected with. None I cared to fuck. I didn't just want it to be a one night thing, I wanted friendship and all that crap. Funny because if it was a guy I was looking for I would be more then happy to go in to a bar pick up a stranger at the end of the night and pray he was out of my bed when I got up in the morning.
I guess I was worried that she may think I was just using her for sex ironic isn't it. Girls give guys shit for this all the time for doing this exact thing and here I found myself just wanting sex and trying to make it look like more.
So my search was over. I got this e-mail from a girl, she saw my info from a guest book I signed months earlier and she seemed to want the same things. We were upfront it was just sex. We both liked sex and she was cool with Mr. Man in My Life being part of it so the dance began. We started with E-mails then chatting of the phone and wild flirting back and forth. Getting to know one another was half the fun also learning what each others boundaries were. After a couple of weeks of this we decided to meet face to face for dinner she lived an hour or so away from me so we had to do some planning. When I saw her she was so sexyI got so wet in the first five minutes of talking to her just sitting across the table made me want to reach across right there and kiss those soft pink poutty lips of hers. Then I started staring at her, I could see her lips moving but I wasn't hearing what she was saying all I could picture in my mind was fucking her right there on the table with everyone watching. Now how do I tell her I want to fuck her before the night was over and I can't possibly wait till the next time we meet?
..to be continued.
When people find out that I am bi and learn that I have been with a woman they tend to want to know the details. So here it goes for any of you reading this, here are the juicy little details.
I knew from a young age, as young as 12 or 13 that I was attracted to woman, but at the same time I was attracted to boys so I figured that was just normal and never really thought much about it. As a teenage in high school I did not dare speak of my attraction to woman for fear of being ridiculed so I just stayed quiet. I allowed my desires to flourish in my fantasies and that is as far as it ever went.
Many years later I happened to be reading the local paper and noticed something in the personals section caught my eye. There was a section for woman seeking woman.so this piqued my curiosity and the questions started floating about what it would be like to actually do it. I was in a serious relationship with a man so I figured that my fantasy of being with a woman would be just that, a fantasy.
I knew men always fantasize about a threesome so I thought I might start the ball rolling and suggest that I may have a weird dream that I was with a woman. I just wanted to get a reaction and see what the response was. It was good but again it never went any further. Mr. Man in my life didn't really think I was hinting at anything. For me the idea of being with a woman got shelved again.
I was about 26 when I decided I really wanted to see what it was like so finally I told Mr. Man in My life that I was interested in women. He just thought I was trying to get him turned on because I knew that was his fantasy. With out to much convincing he realized I was really into trying this out.
First stumbling block, where do I find a woman? You have to remember this is in 1996 and the online dating sites were just making there debut and I am from a small city, plus I wanted a threesome. Believe me this was no easy task.
The hunt began. I started searching online sites that had anything to do with bisexuality, replying to on-line personals and adding my personal info to website guest books. This seemed to be the most arduous task I had ever undertaken. I met lot of girls but none I connected with. None I cared to fuck. I didn't just want it to be a one night thing, I wanted friendship and all that crap. Funny because if it was a guy I was looking for I would be more then happy to go in to a bar pick up a stranger at the end of the night and pray he was out of my bed when I got up in the morning.
I guess I was worried that she may think I was just using her for sex ironic isn't it. Girls give guys shit for this all the time for doing this exact thing and here I found myself just wanting sex and trying to make it look like more.
So my search was over. I got this e-mail from a girl, she saw my info from a guest book I signed months earlier and she seemed to want the same things. We were upfront it was just sex. We both liked sex and she was cool with Mr. Man in My Life being part of it so the dance began. We started with E-mails then chatting of the phone and wild flirting back and forth. Getting to know one another was half the fun also learning what each others boundaries were. After a couple of weeks of this we decided to meet face to face for dinner she lived an hour or so away from me so we had to do some planning. When I saw her she was so sexyI got so wet in the first five minutes of talking to her just sitting across the table made me want to reach across right there and kiss those soft pink poutty lips of hers. Then I started staring at her, I could see her lips moving but I wasn't hearing what she was saying all I could picture in my mind was fucking her right there on the table with everyone watching. Now how do I tell her I want to fuck her before the night was over and I can't possibly wait till the next time we meet?
..to be continued.
trouble007:
This is going to end well for everyone I can tell.
hk85:
The suspense is killing me...