i don't update here very often, i know...
it's not for lack of trying, though - when i sit down to write a new entry, i just go blank.
i feel like i only have so much energy to put out into the world at one time...and it's been so easy for me to vent in places like this -- pouring out all of my passion and love and wonder into long, winding letters of lust, prose, and pain -- and i've come to the realization that there's only so much... that i spend it all in letters instead of saving it for songs.
so maybe that explains, to anyone out there who happens to care, why i'm writing less these days. my energies have been redirected. i'm working on mapping my internal signal path... feeling around in the dark until i get the idea.
it's not for lack of trying, though - when i sit down to write a new entry, i just go blank.
i feel like i only have so much energy to put out into the world at one time...and it's been so easy for me to vent in places like this -- pouring out all of my passion and love and wonder into long, winding letters of lust, prose, and pain -- and i've come to the realization that there's only so much... that i spend it all in letters instead of saving it for songs.
so maybe that explains, to anyone out there who happens to care, why i'm writing less these days. my energies have been redirected. i'm working on mapping my internal signal path... feeling around in the dark until i get the idea.
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why would you need "save" it for your songs? i understand if it just interferes with your working process... but isn't written material still material?
does it matter whether it was born in your journal -- online or off, or in book you keep all your lyrics, or on the backs of matchbooks?
... although, if this is just a matter of energy conservation, i completely understand.
p.s. can't wait to drop this mattress off.