Holy crap. Tests tests tests tests lab reports and more annoying crap. Idk what to do about the opposite sex anymore because I have two at my heels. One who I would dive in front of a sawed off shotgun or ak47 for and another who has liked me since high school and i'm not so sure about. He's a nice guy, and deserves a chance...(who doesn't) but guy one is either just trying to satisfy his jonesing for me and honestly not giving a shit...or i'm just really craving being treated right for once in my life. all my life i have been stepped on and painted against a wall and judged by the texture of my hair and by my perpetual silence...maybe i just want to be treated right...but what if guy two realizes it was just a lust and acts like every other guy in my life...he says he's wanted me since I was 15-16 years old...and i'm 21 now...back then I was a little obnoxious hyper chick, now i'm slightly more toned down, and have faced reality more than i care for...is he sure hes not crushing on 16 year old ecachu and not 21 year old ecachu? who knows.
Side note: I'm all healed. =] here is my first sense of pride and joy...my next one is coming soon.
Side note: I'm all healed. =] here is my first sense of pride and joy...my next one is coming soon.