Wow.
It's been so long since I've been on this site. So much has happened... I'd rather not get into too much detail right this second. Maybe some other time. No, probably not, because it would just sound like a lot of whining on my part. Let's just say I'm hoping that "in like a lion, out like a lamb" can apply to the entire year of 2009, not just March. So far, it just sucks. My son's father has decided that "it's better to be completely out of Connor's life than to be a part-time dad." My boyfriend decided he can't handle a relationship right now, or even any contact with anyone back home (he's in Iraq). So, besides being dumped, I have to deal with knowing he's hurting but not being able to help him. Not easy for me. Those are the highlights.
On the bright side, I've started painting again.
It's been so long since I've been on this site. So much has happened... I'd rather not get into too much detail right this second. Maybe some other time. No, probably not, because it would just sound like a lot of whining on my part. Let's just say I'm hoping that "in like a lion, out like a lamb" can apply to the entire year of 2009, not just March. So far, it just sucks. My son's father has decided that "it's better to be completely out of Connor's life than to be a part-time dad." My boyfriend decided he can't handle a relationship right now, or even any contact with anyone back home (he's in Iraq). So, besides being dumped, I have to deal with knowing he's hurting but not being able to help him. Not easy for me. Those are the highlights.
On the bright side, I've started painting again.
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